I'm feeling even more depressed than I have been recently, and this weekend wasn't much of a help with that. I was very tired, hot, and irritable the entire weekend, and it didn't seem to get anyone's attention.

Someone said something to me this weekend out of the clear blue that really made me incredibly offended. I felt this person was making accusations at me without knowing what was actually going on. Thankfully, they apologized for what they had said, but the thought has and still is sticking with me. I'm incredibly upset over what they said and it's really making me question myself and them as well. I'm starting to rethink my relationship with this person, and if I'm really interested in continuing on with it. This person has been trying to talk to me as if nothing has happened between us, but I can't help but feel annoyed and [very] angry every time I see or think of them. I seem to be shutting down every time that person makes an attempt at conversation or physical contact. It's terrible of me to be this way; I know, but I can't shake this immature anger I'm feeling.

I really wish I could say more about what I'm feeling, but I feel as though that is a bit too private to share with everyone, and also far too complex. I guess I'm just going to get through this somehow (hopefully). I just hope I can figure out what I'm really aiming for and can fix whatever needs to be fixed as soon as possible.

Alright, sorry for the little rant. I just needed to get something off of my chest.

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