hello everybody, I'm back. It's been a year already since the last time I posted something, huh?
Well to be frank the end of 2016 has been a crappy s**t for me. I don't want to sound offensive, but unfortunately that's the exact words to describe my life lately. Now, i'm not gonna go into details because this is surely not the place to talk about my misfortunes and misery but let's just say that among the other things in the last period I had a bad flu with fever, a considerable lack of appetite (ME!!! LACK OF APPETITE ME!) to the point of throwing up the food with no reason whatsoever, and that what I think was my very first panic attack, and if it wasn't a panic attack then I don't want to ever try one of those! and that's just the smaller part, the trivia of my life lately. Yeah, pure crap life. I'm ashamed to say that I had some very unhappy thoughts lately.
And among the other things I had a big art block. It's from early December that I didn't feel like drawing, and when I actually tried I just made terrible stuff. it was like I wasn't able to draw anymore, like if my depression also took me from me that small (smmallll) talent I acquired from practice. And drawing used to make me oh so happy..!
My dear sempai Anbu (*littlebow*) suggested to try doodling without thinking too much, and I thought "what is the thing that I feel like drawing the most now?" and I thought that I always like to draw my ocs, they just make me happy for any specific reason. and some quotes too. I don't believe too much in quotes actually. It's easy to speak, but man, real life it's just so much tougher and sometimes words are just not enough. but hey sometimes quotes are really inspirational, so why not?
“Life is tough, my darling, but so are you! -Stephanie Bennett-henry (I modified it to better suit Jenna. BTW Jenna becomes more and more beautiful every time I draw her. I really adore her in fact~♥
"You have to have confidence in your ability, and then be tough enough to follow through." it's from Rosalynn Carter
Salazar's quote it's actually from me. God, I'm so embarrassed about that. but that's exactly the kind of sweet positive stuff he would say. Embarrassing!
the file was super big and I had to resize it so it's better to use Download High Resolution if you want to see it better.
This are done in Promarkers, 0.2/0.3 fineliners, trattopen and glitter gel pens.
Sorry for all this stuff, I should have just make a post about that in my world and not write it here but I don't feel like it. If you actually had the patience to read about my miserable life (I know that there are people who had bigger problems than me, but I'm just so tired of all this crap happening to me) you deserve a virtual cookie!