I know, I really should not complain about this,
but sometimes it gets really stressful
having to do all those things everyday.

I can always just stop and take a break,
but I have OCD and if I don't do these things,
I get kinda anxious and feel like I HAVE to do these things.
When I was younger, if something prevented me from doing one of these tasks,
I would get very angry or depressed and I would just...lose it!
Thankfully, I have learned to control my emotions a bit better.

I currently sleep with a heating pad
and if it broke...Well, I would have to buy another one.
You see? I don't even really NEED these things,
but yet, somehow I can't go without them.

Don't get me wrong, I really like to draw and write,
but I sometimes become sleep deprived
because I can't go to sleep until I feel like I've done enough.
Even then, I have trouble sleeping because
I get NEW ideas and I stay up thinking about them.

TL;DR , I just don't have enough time. :|