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Senior Otaku!!


hahaha....I got a promotion!!! I'm so happy! LOL. You're all looking at a Senior Otaku now! ^-^ Good thing I have everything pretty much down eh?! haha.

Now I'm trying to think up something real good for a challenge. I've been thinking about creating one for the past week...bwahahah...just wait for it! And when I do I hope you'll all enter it and try your best kay?!

One question though...what shall I offer as prizes for the winners? I don't think a simple medal is enough motivation... What if I were to offer you all requests for anything you'd like to see from yours truly?? Would that make ya wanna enter?

Thank You

I just want to say thank you to all the people who wished me a happy birthday, gave me gifts...and dedicated such awesome things to me!! I am truly grateful and only sorry that I am thanking you so very late. -_- Things have been a little hectic with me, but I'm sure they'll slow down soon. lol. Really and truly....

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR EVERYTHING!! You don't know how much I appreciate it!!


100 subscribers as of today!!!!! *cheers and dances*

Thank you all SO MUCH for your support...I appreciate each and every one of you!!!! To show my appreciation I'm going to start working on a special piece for all of you!!!!!

I can't believe it...I feel so honored....>////////<



Well...I feel better now. I mean...the whole first part of today kinda sucked....cuz of something totally different...BUT I sat down, made some wallies and I felt better. I also got the whole issue worked out, so right now I'm feeling pretty mellow.

Tomorrow I'm gonna be so freakin busy.... =-=' lol, oh well.

Anyway, since I am now drawing a blank on just WHAT I wanted to say...I'll leave this here. Just wanted to let ya all know Kira's not on the rant anymore....I'm okay. lol.


I don't get it...

I'm like...ANGRY, Depressed and confused all at the same time right now...

I feel angry because of an issue that has lasted for too long. My extended family has held a grudge against my family for years...over something crazy mind you...but they refuse to drop it...to just let it die. I WANT to speak with my cousins again...but when I try to talk to them...I'm treated like I have the plague. I can't even get a single word out of them...it's like....I'm yelling into the silence...trying to find my echo and yet...it won't answer me.

What makes this whole thing even WORSE is....I didn't do anything wrong. It's not even between me and my cousins...it has to do with my parents and my uncles. That's why I'm depressed...it's like they can't even think for themselves...yet I keep hearing how much they WANT to talk with me. If you WANT to then FREAKIN do it....I can't last forever....I can only try so hard before I break you know?

I'm sorry everyone for crying on your shoulder...but I feel like if I don't let it out I'll burst. TT~TT