Name(s): Sophia Perry, Sagesse Poirier, Tofu(?), Soap, Wolfy, Chie-chan, Shadow Lurker, Phi(phi)-chan, Miss Batty(?), Lurker, Shadow Voice, Chibichimi-chan
Blood type: Unknown
Sign: Taurus
Year of the Rooster

I IS MAD HATTERESS

Torn, torn between love and duty.
Between hatred and friendship.
The choice, the choice is always the conflict.
And dreams come true the way you never want them to!

This is me. This is you, reading a box that is supposed to tell about me. But it doesn't. And that's okay. I like it better that way.

C'est moi. C'est vous, qui lit un boit qu'est suppos� � vous dire de moi. Mais il ne le fait pas. Et c'est bien. Je l'aime cet moyen.

Current Residence: Wonderland
Interests: manga, anime, wolves, metal, drawing, screwing around, being annoying
Favourite movie: Balto.
Favourite band or musician: Brian "Head" Welch and Trent Reznor
Favourite genre of music: industrial metal and nu grunge
Favourite artist: ummmm. i like flowy styles, that is like, magic, y'know?
Favourite poet or writer: Ted Dekker, Anne Rice, and Holly Black
Favourite style of art: drawing
Operating System: MACINTOSH!!!!!
Favourite game: Pokemon XD and any fantasy RP games, + mah fav animes
Favourite cartoon character: TR!!! and Nekozawa senpai
Personal Quote: ...And fairytales come true the way you never want them to!Tools of the Trade: pencil. pen.
Email: [email protected]

Dark Nightmare

I don't know if these were just ordinary dreams, or rather nightmares, that happened just few months ago but all I know is that it's really terrifying.

The first dream was about me, entering the Physical Education class at Ateneo de Davao University held in the pavilion. It was morning, first class of the day and I seem to be late since the professor was already discussing about "not doing something" (Oh damn I forgot and I know it's an important message. I should have written this dream after it happened). While I was about to squat, the language of the professor altered. A language which I don't know, somehow like chanting a spell. Everything turned white with some sparkles and I felt the my real body couldn’t move no matter how I hard try. I was scared since the voice was like a devil's and I knew something weird is happening to my real body while my eyes are closed. I was already awake but I couldn't open my eyes or move my body. I could still hear the chanting but trying to break away from a kind of spell. Then I tried to calm myself down and asked for God's help since I still want to live, for Christ's sake!! Then little by little, the chanting faded out and I tried to open my eyes slowly but I still couldn't move my body. I felt that the one chanting was still in the room and I could still hear the echo but I tried to have more courage and so as to move my hand. When I did, my whole body could also move and somehow thanked God. It was really tiring so I went back to sleep.

The next which happened few months after the first and the experience was a bit shorter since I was already expecting that it would happen again so I built more courage this time. The dream's setting was in my sister's room. I was lying on her bed while we were watching a comedy show. We were laughing and all then suddenly the TV went crazy and a devil's face appeared, chanting some kind of spell like the dream before. I turned my head away from the TV then the voice paralyzed my whole body and at the same time, I opened my eyes. I couldn't move but was trying to. The devil was talking to me as if he was telling me that he'll take my soul out and laughed out loud. And at the same time, some kind of cat's pupil appeared on my right eye and a devil's laughing face on my left, both with blinking colors violet, green, blue and yellow (as I could remember). I wasn't that scared so I replied to the devil, "Bastard! Only God could scare me!" and I gave it a headbutt twice in a row. Then it disappeared and I could already move my body.

When I told my friend about this, we knew it wasn't ordinary. We thought it was something possessing me so we searched on the net and found out that some people also experienced it but the only difference is that they didn't experience the chanting, the blinking vision of the devil. Some said that it was an astral projection (spiritual) and most said it was sleep paralysis (scientific). Possession, astral projection or sleep paralysis - it didn't really matter to me which one is true since anything could be possible. All I know is that it happened and probably, it will again..

Life: 04/02/09 | By: krizomet | 9 comments | Personal | Tags: astral projection, nightmare, sleep paralysis

Adorable - if a bit blurry - fanart!!

I'm gonna put this up here, I still have work on it to do, but I want you guys to see it, like a preview...

Life: 03/30/09 | By: wolfshadowlurker | 0 comments | Pokemon | Tags: N/A

Scary ghost story that really happened!!!

Ok, so my parents said last night that they would go shopping for fifteen to twenty minutes. I was in my room blasting Korn reading a book, my brother was in his room and my little sister was out in the hallway with her French horn. (???)
Anyway, I heard this guy yelling across the house, and Betsy my dog barked twice and was silent. If there was really someone there or even if she had thought there was she would have kept barking. I asked my brother if he had said something. He said no so I dismissed it. Then I added up the events in my head and it didn't make sense so I rushed over to the main door. It was unlocked, and it wasn't because Mom and Dad were home. Muttering "shit" I locked the door and got into my defensive position, ready to beat the crap out of whoever came in our house. Satisfied I went back to my room and blasted Korn again. Then I heard a "beep beep beep", the exact same one the door makes when it opens. I ran out into the kitchen and looked around, but all the doors were locked. And Mom and Dad still weren't home.
Freaky, huh? What's your guys' theory on what happened? I honestly think it's the Angel of Death come for my dog who has been alive my entire life. I'm not sure we're going to come home and find her alive.

Life: 03/25/09 | By: wolfshadowlurker | 1 comment | Personal | Tags: N/A

Letters to an Angel

This is for you, Lee Owns, my L33T M45T3R!! Thanks for being my mentor and believing in me! Prologue ~ Crickets chirp in the background of the twilight. The stars shine on your face, so handsome, yet so tragic. I always said t...

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Fiction: 03/24/09 | By: wolfshadowlurker | 14 comments | Pokemon | Tags: james, jessie, meowth, pokemon, team rocket

This is where you post requests, post requests, post requests... *sung to the tune of Mulberry Bush*

O_o Okay, anyway title explains all. Please make sure you have appropriate info about your request, slash art trade, before you put it up or I can't do it, kayz?

Status of Art Requests:
Lee Owns ~ Hikaru and Kaoru ~ Drawing finished, just have to upload!!

Life: 03/18/09 | By: wolfshadowlurker | 4 comments | Tags: N/A