- Created By avalongirl9
You find me in the deepest depths of the ocean. My lovely being floating brilliantly across shades of blue, I give a sense of calm to others. Like a single cloud in a wide blue sky, I stand out in a way where I almost seem like a dream. From afar, I'm beautiful, majestic...admired. My mysterious nature beckons some to come closer. If you happen to be one who comes closer, you will experience a sense of overwhelmation, a state of surreal intensity. A state where it's only you and I in this big blue, and the only thing that brings you even deeper into that intensity, so deep that it's painful, is the sharp stinging of my tentacles, as I swallow you up into my being, and devour on your every morsel, every secret. But by then, it's too late. Your being starts to go numb, as my deepest depths swallow you. As my world swallows you. As the bare bones of your being merely become a source of an energy to me. An energy I feel a never ending crave for. And once I'm finished with you, I swim deeper into the endless ocean, moving on. Never to be seen again by your eyes.
"What sea creature do you relate to most?"
Normally I don't post things this personal...but I'll be turning 15 soon. March 18th, to be exact. And I sorta just realized that that's only 12 days away...
It's funny, though. I still remember how I spent my 14th birthday.
Since I didn't have anyone to invite, I spent it watching the Disappearance of Haruhi Suzimiya with my family. Or, well, mainly my dad. My mom and little sister got tired halfway through, and decided to go to bed. They only lasted till the part where Kyon meets Haruhi again. My older sister left after the scene in the restaurant. It was my dad that stuck out through the whole movie, though. Which I wasn't really expecting, to be honest. lol But he sat through the whole movie with me, and really enjoyed it. Even though he hadn't seen the first and second season...He really liked it. He liked the conflict that Kyon was going through, and thought it was brilliantly executed. Which, since I really admire my dad, meant a lot to me. So I sorta spent my 14th birthday watching that movie with my dad, and just having some father daughter time, as they call it....It was nice.
I'm not really sure why I'm sharing this. I guess that since my birthday is coming up...I'm reminiscing on my past birthday's. I'm realizing that these times won't last forever, because day by day, I'm getting older. Someday I won't be able to watch late night movies with my dad, help my mom with the groceries, watch anime with my little sister, joke with my older sister, play with the cats...And someday, I won't even be able to think about these things.
This is why I hate birthdays.
Anime recently finished:
The Devil is a Part-Timer
Anime currently watching:
(Not in order)
Kings of Convenience