Hey Guys!
Another year gone by and 2015 is approaching us, and for me it has been yet another adventurous year which has taught me so much about myself.
For one, I turned 20, and let me tell you, its not an easy age...You're an adult but not enough to think like one. Sometimes, I still feel like I'm stuck in my teenage, despite the fact that I'm about to turn 21. But, I have learned to be stronger and more resilient. But, mostly I have learned that it is better to cry alone.
Then, I completed my one year on TheO which is awesome...And, even though I haven't been here much half of this year, you guys have been the family who has never judged me, and always supported me in my decisions.
Also, the end of this year marks the end of my first year of Bachelors. College has been fun, I have finally made friends I'm proud to call my own, but then again, its better to cry alone...Its been a colourful college year. I managed to get the best grades of my life, and learned to stand tall in my achievements. I have learned to let go about my past insecurities about my studies. And, even though I still wish I could have gone into art, I have managed to accept that my Bachelors in Home Ec, and then Nutrition isn't such a bad thing at all.
It has been a really strained year financially, but all in all I have learned to be more strong about everything.
And, finally, I must admit that I came to like someone...He's someone who has changed my life for better and for worse. I know that we can never be, but he should know that he is my present, and I cherish him in my present. He told me time and again that getting close to him, getting attached to him will hurt me more, but what can I do, its too late...But, as long as I have him, I'm going to keep him close to me...
So, yeah, that's it from me. Sorry, it's a bit emotional. xD
Now, just waiting for my last exam to be over and let the new year start. :')
