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hey guys its me chad *sigh* i got some good news and bad news the good news is tashia invited me over to see her the bad news is jazz was there so i didnt go i didnt want to go but the reason im sad is cuzz i was thinking if i failed im heart hurts so much i have tried my heart at trying to get a gf since i was 13 years old but truthfully...i dont think i was ment to love i've been put down by guys who truthfully wanna use the girls i love for their bodies i dont know what im doing wrong but *sigh* im juss sad.people can ya help me?

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