Love is a fickle thing in life. Life is a fickle thing to love. Here, I express what my life brings to me throughout my existence. Glimpses in the grey area are unfolding and offering you a cup of my reality. Welcome to my life.

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SOME INFO

I've actually been a member since 1/13/09

Name: Shayde

Age: 29

Birthday: 3/14/91 (March 14th, 1991)

Sex: Male

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Remember that diet thing I was talking about?

So, first off, Happy Valentine's Day. Second off, I guess I unintentionally lied about not eating candy??? ITWASNTONPURPOSEDONTKILLMEICANEXPLAIN!!! >A<;;

So, today while I was at work, my mom thought it'd be nice of her to go out and get me some chocolate. I think it was because she knew that I was still a little messed up inside and that I was going to hate this day so much. She's such a sweety which is why she's the best mom I could ever askfor. Which is why I was thinking about getting her something a little special for Mother's Day. Anyways, so she went out and bought me this nice looking Ghirardelli box of dark chocolate with strawberry filling. Now, im not a big fan of dark chocolate, let alone filled dark chocolate, but when I took a bite of this square....... HOLY. FUCKING. SHIT. This is probably the best strawberry filled chocolate I have ever had. The jelly was so fresh I actually thought I bit into a chocolate covered strawberry for a second.

I was detesting this day all day. I didn't exactly show it to anyone since I was being very reclusive, but these chocolates really made me feel better. Thanks, mom, for making me feel better during this holiday.

Who's Excited For Tomorrow?!

I'm not! :D Ever since Tea and I broke up, my idea of Valentine's Day kind of reverted back to what I thought of it as. Just an ordinary day that doesn't mean much. So, all that hard work of getting me to understand how great Valentine's Day is went completely to shit! Yaaaaaayyyyy~~~ :D Too bad we broke up... I was actually looking foward to spending this years Valentine's Day with her the way she would have wanted it spent. Tomorrow I'm most likely going to be super depressed because thoughts are definitely going to be racing, but what can I do? Guess Valentine's Day just isn't for everyone, yeah?

Regardless of me being a poopy stupid head, to all of you with valentines, enjoy your day with your loved one! Even thought you can literally do that during any of the other 364 days of the year. To you guys that don't, I feel your pain, but hey! At least we get sales candy afterwards! A little something my ex taught me. X3 *is probably not going to buy some due to wanting to lose more weight*

Anyways, whatever the occasion is, I hope everyone has a good day tomorrow!

Even though it's a little early, Happy Valentine's Day, everyone! :3

Might be taking a few trips this summer.

There's a few things that are coming up around the summer time that I would love to participate in.

Blink-182 is coming to New Orleans on May 9th this year and I'm pretty stoked about that. I'll most likely be going by myself, since a lot of my friends don't give that much of a damn about them, but whatever~ They're most likely going to be playing their album California, but they might throw some older stuff in the mix. Who knows~

Metallica, Killswitch Engage, and Volbeat are going to be touring together really soon, which is awesome. I'd love to see Killswitch live. Not much information has been placed, yet, but I'm definitely going to try and grab a ticket for that.

I'm 80% sure I'm going to AX this year. I've been wanting to go again since it was a lot of fun the last two times I went. Plus, I have a couple of friends out there that want to see me. Only problem is is that I don't know if I'll be able to take those days off for work, yet. Most likely will be able to get them, but that'll most likely be a discussion with my boss within the next few weeks. I just have to make sure the hotel isn't too expensive... *knows it will be because Los Angeles*

Kitty

So, I might be getting a cat sooner than I was expecting. They have this cute black kitten up for adoption at the pet store and he's soooo energetic and semi fluffy~~~~ I wants~~~ oh my god I wants~~~ I don't know what I'd name him though... I would probably name him Ramen, but I don't think I have that right anymore even though that technically doesn't matter, but I'm mostly doing it out of respect, so I'll most likely come up with something else... I dunno. Lol but yeah cat! I didn't take a picture of him m since I didn't think about it so I'll most likely take one next time I go. I might be getting a cat again~~ *is severely excited*

Story world

I decided I was going to pick up writing again. It's been a good while since my last story world, but I've been wanting to create a story again. So, here it is: Embers of The Eccentric. The title may be changed, but it was the first thing that popped into my head. I'm still working on character development, but it's coming around in my head. The first chapter should be coming relatively soon; next month at the very latest. But we will see what happens.