I don't know when my last life update was, nor do I really care to check but im sure its been a little while since I last made one. So, to start things off I have been doing very well in my life, so far. Not a lot is going on when it comes to activities, meeting up with people, and going out. But, I haven't just been lounging in my room for 25 hours a day, 8 days a week,either. X3 I'm fine with this steady pace I have going on.
Depression has been on and off for a while, but it's not as bad as it was the end of last year and the beginning of this year. No suicide attempts for several months now, so let's try to keep it that way. XD the only bad one I had since then was last week where I felt like a 5,000 lbs weight was dropped on my back and I couldn't break out from under it. Luckily, I was on Xbox and in a party with some of my closest friends who were able to help talk me through it and such. I'm glad I have them in my life.
I've been hit on a few times this year and as much as I find it flattering, I'm still not ready for another relationship with anyone new. And no, I'm not clinging on to the past (mostly)... I'm just not looking right now. Plus, I'm still very insecure with the way I look WHICH I'M WORKING ON RIGHT NOW!! >~<;;
Uh, so yesterday I officially got my new car. It's not really new, but it is to me. :3 It's an 08 Honda Accord EX coupe with a V6 manual transmission engine. <333 Plus, its black!!!<33333 I won't jump into specs, since I'm sure you guys aren't car people. XD but I love it. I want to start working on it as soon as possible, but I still need to worry about life and such. Why can't I just won the lottery? TWT
I don't think I'm going to be doing anything for October. If anything I might do two drawings both being Halloween related or so. But, yup! That's pretty much it. I'm just enjoying my life as well as I can right now.
