BANNER BY: XNOTUNDERSTOOD
This is a place were i can put my thoughts and dreams
and just some random stuff
i dont really care if people read it or not its just that i need somewhere to vent my feelings and i thought this would be the place to do that
i would be happy if people read this but i dont want to make anyone do anything so if you read this i hope you find my life and mind.... interesting if thats the right word to use

NAME- Audrey
GENDER- Female
AGE- 17
HAIR COLOR- Blonde (with red + bleached streaks)
EYE COLOR- Baby Blue
STYLE- im a punk but also a little bit of color here and there XD
FAV COLORS- Red, black, blue, and white
MUSIC- Anything really (if you want to test it send me a music video/link)
FAVORITE SPORT- Tennis, and footbal(not the soccer kind)
FAVORITE SHOWS (NOT ANIME)- Psych, The Office, Parks and Rec, and glee
FAVORITE *ANIME* SHOWS- Eyeshield 21, Nabari, Black Butler, Trigun, Hetalia, Whistle!, Crimson Hero, FMA, Kenichi, High School of the Dead, and some others

any question?? feel free to ask me in a PM or whatever XD

super duper

I am super-de-duper happy (wow bad grammar)
But I am remodeling my room right now and it looks so cool!!
I painted today!
And the way I did it was that its black white and blue
White ceiling and white stripess on the wall!!
A thick black strip on the wall and the walls of my closet
And then a blue star in the center of my ceiling
And blue with the black in the closest

I will put up a pick as soon as I'm done
But I got a new ceiling light and platform bed too haha
It is sooooo much better than what my room used to be!!
It used to be neon orange and pink with butterflies and flower..... yeah I was little when we painted it.... hahahahahahahahahaha
Yep but anyways I am going to keep this world updated on my room XD

I Cant!

I CANT TAKE THIS ANYMORE!!!!!
its so depressing!
i feel like i am hated everyway i go!
hurtful rumors were spread around about me before school got out, and i am scared to go back because of that

i am always in the house and very depresed and secluded
i dont know where to go when im like this!

there is some stuff im not proud of
i have cut myself before and i have thought about some scary stuff to do to myself
but ever since 8th grade i havent had that many CLOSE friends so there isnt that many people to confide my feelings into and ones that wont take what i said to them and use it as a rumor

haha i dont usually talk about stuff like this and when i do i start to bawl i dont like thinking about the mistakes i made in the past
so thats why i usually put on a face and just laugh it out and act as if nothing faises me... but it does i am one of the most sensitive people you could meet
and when i trust someone i feel so broken and betrayed when they turn against me
and well if you ask one of my friends when i figure out someone doesnt like me or hates me well... i break i start to cry i usually go cry to my boyfriend when he is around but otherwise i just grin and bear it or just cry in a corner in a fetal position :(

hehe sorry i really REALLY dont usually do this but i havent been able to talk to my mom or any friend about this stuff....

WHY!?

Why does nobody read classic comic books anymore!!!
i mean i LOVE anime/manga
but i have an original "Billy And The Boingers Bootleg" Comic and none of my friends have heard of it!!
i mean the orinal of that started as a Opus cartoon and that type of stuff but i think for a couple of fan arts its all going to be classic stuff
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Calvin & Hobbes
Opus
The Twilight Zone
maybe even Far Side Gallery!!
plus much more!!
i think we should show our support for those books
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haha rambling is fun!!

Monster Name

haha i did this thing where it will give you a monster name from your name
(its a name generator)
here is the awesome monster name!
"Shranma Singer of blood" haha i like my monster name XD

Dont Know Why...

i havent told that many people and it happened about 2 weeks ago
but while i was at girls camp i guess an old friend of mine died
he was hit by a car on his bike and then the car dragged him behind
the only way that his friend survived was that he jumped a wall
that was the first thing i heard when i got home and it was really depressing
i know that both me and flamealchemist13 knew him
why do people that young have to die?? i mean he was only a year older than me
its scary to think about what happens to people and how they die!