Dear Diary,
I found you this morning when I awoke on my table wrapped in a beautiful white bow; a gift from my dear servant, Alphaeus. I'm guessing he's returned from his trip from Russia. I do hope his trip went well for him; perhaps I should ask him later.
A diary...I've never wrote in one before. I've had a lot on my mind lately, so I thought that maybe I'd give it a chance. I also think it would be something different to do; to write and share thoughts, experiences, travels, etc. After all, you are a book full of empty pages, why let them go to waste?
I woke up quite early this morning; before the sunrise. It's not often I get up so early but it was just one of those nights in which I really couldn't sleep. After I had found you, I had grabbed a quick bite to eat, and went out for a walk. The night sky was fading into that lighter blue hue right before the peek of the rising sun.
I walked until I had arrived at the park near my home. In the cool, light, spring breeze swayed the swings. Claiming one, I watched the horizon as it was being painted in the vibrant colors of the sunrise. It was, as always, really beautiful. The chirping of the early birds made it all the more peaceful.
As I sat and observed, my mind reeled into the thoughts of my mind. At times, random thoughts just pop into my head. For instance, while I sat there, this one thought kept churning in my mind. Have you ever met someone and they treat you like your the greatest thing in the whole world? They go out of their way to talk to you, be around you, do these little things that make you feel special, etc., and then one day...one day it all stops. There's nothing...
It makes me think of a child and a new toy. They play with it over and over, show it off like they have everything, and then toss it aside when they finally tire of it, and move onto something else. Of course there's nothing wrong with the toy; a child is a child, they're going to get bored after a while. People though? It makes you think if there's something wrong with you, something you may have done...or perhaps it's them...maybe both. Perhaps it's nothing, who knows?
I wonder if I'm the only one who feels this or has felt it. I'm sure there's other people out there; I guess it'd be comforting to know for sure, you know?
Hmmmm...
On another not, I have been drowning myself with music by Christina Perri. Her music fits along with my fluctuating moods of these days. One song that always brightens my day a favorite of mine, Arms. I just can't help myself to love that song, it always brightens my mood up.
And with that said, I must close this entry. I have a job tonight that I must prepare for. I will say I wrote more than I thought I would and it actually felt good to write. I will do my best to write here more often.
The sun has reached the horizon once again, though it isn't rising. The evening twilight means work for Miss Chrysta. Ciao, for now, dear Diary. Until next time...
