Dear Diary,
I just realized it's been exactly a month since my first entry. I hate to admit it, but I kind of forgot about you. I don't know why or how, but I guess I did. I should really try to write more often. Perhaps...perhaps it might help with things...I don't know.
I've been frustrated lately. Tonight...I just feel like ripping something to shreds. Maybe it's the demon in me...I don't know, but I feel irritable, angry, sad, lonely...etc; I could go on. Things on the outside are growing into a much bigger pain and on the inside, here, I don't know. It's just hard to explain... *sighs heavily* Maybe things will get better soon...
I hope...I don't know. It's hard to say. I don't even know if any of this is making any sense. I don't know anything right now honestly...
...*sighs again*
I think that I'm going to call it a night. I hope tomorrow is better...maybe...I don't know...why do I keep saying that?
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Anyway, I'm really not in the mood to sit here and write anymore, so ciao for now...until next time.
