Random world of Coco :P yuuuurp just keep checking it you might get a shock or something so yeah :D

Hi I'm Amber aka Coco or Amby which ever you prefer

I'm 4 foot 9 inches tall (I know I'm short)

I'm I guess you can say emo maybe even goth.

If you say something bad about my friends I'm after you.

I will cuss you out if you say the wrong thing to me because I have anger issues.

I have believed lies that've hurt more then ever.

Currently you could say I'm taken ;P

I listen to Metal,alternative,rock,techno,pop,classical (like Beethoven and stuff) and more I'm always up for a band :]

I can hate someone long but then forgive them even if its their fault.

I make faces alot because I get bored epically.

I have this 10 year old who likes me...

I'm brilliant with children because I'm childish

Describtion of Amber aka Blood Moon Wolf::
Eye color:icy blue and changes blues
hair color:brown with a red tint and blonde even black
daily wear of clothing:a tee with writting on it or something,Jeans,converses and a necklace with a cross,a heart and a heart with Renee on it maybe even a choker collar and maybe a bandana around neck
quotes most heard:Oh my fudge,ohemgee,MUFFINS,Love,hun,sweety and basically any calming words
writes:Stories and Poems :]
age:13 :[
supports:anything but mean things
Hates:thats alot
likes:yet again thats alooot!
favorite movie:Blood & Chocolate,Sweeney Todd,Children of the Corn,Harry Potter,FMA movie, and all the Under world movies
Favorite song:mmm...right now anything Loud |: because I need loud music

I guess thats it :]

Also I'm broken and bruised and I have no faith...

I was broken too many times.

And theres a sign on my heart that says"fragile Handle with care" because its true I am fragile..

I act tough but if your close to me I'm only a fragile soul...not a tough person

Thanks very much

Coco Cyanide

my boyfriend is music hes making me lose it :DDD

Mood:healing process
listening to:Music is my boyfriend by Skye Sweetnam Music is my boyfriend I'd do him seriously :]]]]]]]
last talked to:Zoey-bear :DD
last talked to on phone:Aunt Lana :DD
last chatted with on MSN:John..
last listened to:Sharada by Skye Sweetnam

Hey!

Yerse I decided to post here coz' it got boring not up in the hizzle shizzle like XxA Place to EscapexX

I'm having like now Major draw backs on my new hair cut just thinking about it makes me snarl a bit I mean it when its awesome D:

Okay seriously I'm getting mad at lots of people for no flipping reason and I got asked out by like 2 people and my last love wants me back so bad...course course I'm not able to choose because I'm dating a sweet 19 year old *le gasp*holy fudge did she say that?!Pfft yeah I'm 13 and dating a 19 year old Soo?

Not like its really bad... Also I've been randomly sick 3 to 4 days this week I think the first time was when I thought he cheated then when he didn't talk to me..and yet again when he didn't talk and when I got too lonely D: which was yesterday by the way :]]]]

Okay I've been craving food since I'm really starting to quit eating meaning malnurticion O: Baby doll gone wrong XD

Blah

Well I'm gonna be a doll and go run and play with my make up since I'm bored XD

Byes

<3<3<3<3
XOXO

::Zelda::

:They taped over your mouth Scribbled out the truth with their lies:

The truth is hiding in your eyes
And it'd hanging on your tounge
Just boiling in my blood
But you think that I can't see
What kind of man that you are,
if you're a man at all
Well, I will figure this one out
On my own
(I'm screaming. "I love you so")
On my own
(My thoughts you can't decode)

Mood:eh its a mixture right now
listening to:Decode by Paramore (love the song!Shup!)
watching:my brother play halo 3
time: 1:04 AM
talking to:Zoey-bear :P well kinda
waiting for:a contact....of human interferance to talk to I know your human Zoey-bear :P

Heeey.

Okay I think I offically tired out my boyfriend xD like he went to bed early because of lack of sleep right when I said I love you my Messanger quit working.... O:

Damn you messanger thats the second time you did that to me.... O: the first time was on Djayy then my boyfriend John o: Meanie!

Okay erm like my sun burn on my cheeks and forehead is peeling skin... O: makes me look like a Lizard a bit O: Damn...

Oh Djayy about the meat thing today"I like my meat hard and rough" xD YES I KNOW THAT SOUNDED LIKE I WAS TALKING ABOUT SEX XD THATS THE POINT! XD

hehe x3 I like my meat hard and rough *giggles*

Oh I need to update my intro for like XxA Place To EscapexX xD Dayum...

Anyways I'm waiting for my shoulder and Chest sun burn to peel....heh my brother loves peeling skin like that xD I happened to when I was younger but Dayum is it annoying your face peeling Its like "OHEMGEE I'M LOOSING MY FACE!" xD

BUT! I do have dead sea scrub Yes its from the dead sea heh I spent like 40 bucks on it and it works! SO GO GET IT! xD Maybe you can get a deal on it :P Trust me they do deals if your lucky :P Yes I was like 12 then I looked so innocent....Now my friend tells me all I have to do is loose some weight and get rid of a few bits of Acene (Blah that stuff sucks) and she'll think I look like Old Avril Lavigne SWICK!

Well really she already does thing I look like her but whatev.

Oh I lost my best friend's picture... O: I still have a few of Jon only 1 and guess what?its on my wall because friend's pictures either go on my wall or a folder...Which reminds me I need to put up Lauren's piccys...:P heh. All I need to do to get a picture is Beg John for one that I can save and email then after I like print it go and delete the email so my grandpa don't spaz on me xD

I'm not suposed to be dating anyone xD Heh...I AM! BWAHHAHA

Oh if any guy says this to me:"You've been a bad girl go to my bed room!" I'll say"Fuck you go fuck yourself bud and you have no people to do that for you" heh xD

Yes I'm mean like that if I want to be.

Dude...I wish my grandpa would upload my piccy's on his computer so I can put them on my Windows Live pictures and then go and save them on my lap top and post them here....thats a good idea right now xD

I'll post a old piccy or few on here xD Lol okay then byes I guess :O

Byes!

::Amber Renea::

Thank god your not the one I hate.Because you'll life would be hell.(warning swears and bitchness so

Mood:Broken hearted and jealous.
listening to:Pray for Plagues by Bring me the horizon

Hey.....

Yes I'm broken hearted and Jealous No he didn't dump me...not yet...

But yet again...My best friend I thought Jon is just playing around with my emotions...which sucks because I'm in tears and No not really playing around with them.....Just hurting them alot....

For one he hadn't talked to me in forever...and I was beginning to get over him......But yet again...I had fallen again....I was soaring but I fell back into the pit that suffacated my own mother and made my heart toxically wasted by all.

Yes I know that sounded very very depressed but right now I am.'

So I got a PM from Jon today saying Hi little one whats up?

I said Little one?hey I'm not that little!but nothing really just hurting...

Inside I didn't say really why I was hurting but I said because I was being yelled at and I was depressed but really its because he actually pmed me about nothing really.....and I really wish he'd live closer to me...that way I could say the truth and everything would be all dandy...Psh Please Bitch you've got to be kidding me if I really thought that but I did You know what around the time I realized wow...he really seems not to give a Fuck Some Bile rose in my throat which scared me alot because this is my best friend even if hes a man-whore....just one who is nicer...but I actually fell for him and he asked if I loved him in a different way finally I said yeah...But The thing I dreamed of then never happened I never got to see if he was pure or anything I wanted to know I trusted got busted and broken but what the hay its happening again...

Honestly I'm about to turn into something I'm not and start hating my parents enough to keep me quiet I've been caring to those I hate and love I got soft and got really pathetically in love found out it was nothing really got broken again...

Honestly I'm saying Fuck you all that hurt me.Nice choice of words huh?

well honestly you all haven't seen my really bad side which is a bitch Oh well but seriously stop hurting me...I never did a fuckin' thing and I will not bow down and do whatever the hell you want because I am a human not a pet or a fucking slave!!!

As long as you don't piss me off your all fine...when you do well your life will be Hell :P yay for you.

No I'm not a christan....nor am I religious really but still I believe and I'm not goth...nope nope more like Emo or too depressed and I hate my life and I live just because I can't stand to hurt those with me....

I've heard "If you die I die with you" so much....that I really can't believe the things I've heard....

I've tried to be there for everyone of my friends in their times of need I sat through they're made spells did all the stupid shit you can do to make them happy just to see them happy is enough to make me fake a smile...

When I see them get hurt I'm after your ass gonna get revenge for them...

I've never fought because no one messes with me unless I get too pissed off or if they do...

I've had my heart broken many times I've been a curse to some guys.I've broken hearts I've broken arms I make people love me I make them hate me...

When you don't speak to me well hell your really not a friend but I still think you as one but please if you PM about whats up say your sorry for not talking to me in so long because it'll make me smile and really say"hey its okay I dun care"

This is just a rant because I have a broken down fate and I don't give a damn.

::Amber Heartbroke::
::Amber::

Well it was worth the tears.

Mood:p!ssed but happyish
listening to:My darkest hour by scary kids scaring kids

Heeeey.

I'm kinda P!ssed yes I'm starting to use different wording in posts.

But right now I'm p!ssed off more at me and a person (I will not say who because I'm keeping them safe)

But right now my MSN name is:
You'll be my Romeo and I'll be your Juliet ::Amber Renea:: **America**

Message is:
Do you believe in love at first sight? 'Cause you look so graceful burning alive.

Actually both are from a song just I tweaked the name and shiz see it would be:
I'll be your Romeo and you'll be my Juliet

xD
The songs are by Drop Dead Gorgeous
If you find out the songs they're from I'll draw something because I've never drawn for a while xD lol

Well anyways the 4th of July is Zeek and Mason's b-day O.o Yes Ironic....unless they're the same people which I doubt.Well the 4th of july is also when I get to go to a cook out and watch fireworks....O:

Swiiick I know but fuuudge OMG!MY DAD'S B_DAY WAS YESTERDAY!!! OwO OHEMGEE!

Thats why I wasn't into talking much!!!!!BECAUSE OF MY DAD!O:

Anyways yeaah

I've gotz to goooz now
Talk to Djayy!! :D

8D

Yay!

::Amber::
::*America*::

Carry this picture <3 <3

But then again you wouldn't know if Life was for everyone because we deside if its worth living
Mood:happy and estatic!
listening to:Carry this picture by Dashboard confessional

Heeeeey.

I do note I haven't been updating here Reason:
Hecktic life doing shiz other then updating!
Friends taking up time(I dun mind)
Going places
getting gifts and shiz... D:

and thats my legit reason loool!

Anyways tomarrow is my friend Katie's B-day party!!!!

SHES HAVING A SWIMMING PARTY,CAKE,FOOD,FOOD,FRIENDS,REALITIVES AND DID I MENTION COOK OUT?!Didn't think so!

anyways yeah I have her b-day party to go to....I accidently and not accidently got her a charm with teh wrong name BUT IT WAS THE CLOSEST THEY HAD!

D:<

So No being mad that I forget Katelyn as her name....wait I swore they had a charm with Katelyn Darn.....

Whats wrong with me?

I'm barely thinking today I've got my mind on other things....

Also I have a feeling I won't be in Katie's pool much at all...heh coz' I'll either get dragged or fight off Katie and the others bwahhaa

Thats scary that'd they'd over power me too D:

Anyways what I've got today:
a light up rubber ducky (Katie's party gift)
2 charms one with Katherine on it the other with Renee which Renee I got because it was near my middle name.
a white huggable cute teddy
and
thats it....

:D

Anyways I've been listening Dashboard Confessional alot lately I LOVE THE BAND!

:P

I've also been listening to lots of Screamo/emo music xD lol

lyrics to Carry this Picture:

carry this picture for luck
kept in a locket
tucked in your coller
close to your chest
make it a secret
shown to the closest friends
and meet me at quarter to 7
the sun will still shine then
at this time of year
we'll head to the inlet
and we'll share a bottle there

and color the coast with your smile
its the most genuine thing
that ive ever seen
i was so lost
but now i believe

and follow me south of the big docks
they teather the boats
the rich men revere
as so important
they hire our fathers to steer
and down to the edge of the water
where we'll spill our guts
and we'll name our fears
i'll give you this picture
keep it and dont be scared

and color the coast with your smile
its the most genuine thing
that ive ever seen
i was so lost
but now i believe
and the coast
your smile is the most genuine thing
that ive ever seen
i was so lost
but now i believe

Byeeee

<3 <3 <3 <3 <3

::Amber::