Hi everyone,
The Dark Realm is basically a realm of dark desires and dark...things. I really can't say much about the dark realm. I can only hope that it will be visited often by other members.
I created the dark realm because I like being alone and I like to sit by myself in the dark hours of the night.Hey, we can't all be perfect right?Any way the dark realm was made because of how I was feeling and how miserable I was becoming. I hope you enjoy your visit to the dark realm.

Death

Death is but a simple joy
It is decieving
It is a part of life
It can control us
It can make us do things we don't want to
It can hurt those we love

Death is but a fragment of we have to live for
It is a bitter sweet taste of life
It is a piece of fragmented glass we hold onto
It is a ripple in the water
It is the wind blowing at night
It is everything we are not

Death is but a mirror of the life we live
It can show us how much we've messed up
It can show us how much we've improved
It can show us what paths we've taken in life
It can show us all the people we know
It can depict the world around us

Death is but a simple taste of evil
It lies to us if we listen
It can hurt us if we trust it
It can be many things we desire
It can be our worst enemy
It can be our best friends,when we least expect it

Death is a natural thing life
It is like spring turning to summer
It is like fall turning to winter
It is like the flowers blooming in the spring
It is like leaves falling off trees
It is like the day that turns to night

Death is my life
It can be happy and full of life one moment
The next moment it can be very gloomy and depressing
It can be decieving and lonely one moment
The next moment it can be trusting and friendly
It is my life that depicts the world around me

Death is but a simple joy
It releases us from our burdens
It releases us from the living HELL
It releases us from what we thought would destroy us
It releases us from what we feared the most
It releases us from our grasp on humanity

I could care less

I could care less about you
I could care less if you hated me
I could care less if you lied to me
I could care less if you betrayed me
I could care less if you loved me
I could care less if I'm being consumed by darkness
I could care less if the world around me is falling apart
I could care less if my life was a wreck
I could care less if my family falls apart
I could care less if it is a rainy day
I could care less if my friends talked about me behind my back
I could care less if I lost everything I had
I could care less if life was fun
I could care less if life was full of happines at one time
I could care less if life was the greatest gift bestowed upon humankind
I could care less if life was a living hell
I could care less if love is everything
I could care less if I am alone
I could care less if I am hated by every one I know
I could care less if there was someone who truely loved me
I could care less if you just lost a friend
I could care less if you wanted to hurt me
I could care less if you wanted to break me
I could care less if I am left in the shadows
I could care less if I live in world full of hate
I could care less if I am in a world that was created by anger
I could care less if I live in a world full of despair
I could care less if I feel pain and sorrow
I could care less

What if...

What if life were more fun
What if you were more outgoing
What if you could go any where
What if you could get all A's in my classes
What if life were more simple
What if you didn't have to go to school
What if you didn't have to wake up early every morning
What if you could do whatever you wanted
What if your life were more exciting
What if you had everything you ever wanted
What if you were the one to make all the decisions in your life
What if you could change the way every one else acts towards one another
What if you could change the world
What if you could go any where you desired
What if you could be who ever you wanted
What if you could do work when you
What if you change the way you live

We Were Wrong

How does it feel to be so high?
Are you happy?
Do you ever feel like crying?
Do you feel their pain?
Do you see them suffering?
Do you know that they suffer because of you?
Do you know that you caused their pain?
Do you know that they feel sorrow?
Sorrow that you caused
Pain that hasn't subsided
You thought it would be fun to pick on them
Yet you didn't think of the consequences
You thought you would get away with your little tricks didn't you?
Well you were wrong

You didn't notice the peeping eyes
You didn't notice that those peeping eyes knew the truth
Those peeping eyes would ne there to tell you the truth even if you didn't want to hear it
Those peeping eyes belonged to someone whom you once called 'friend'
That 'friend' knew you more than anything
That 'friend' didn't think you would od such a thing in your life
That friend was me
I thought you were better than that
I thought that you wouldn't go so low as to making yourself who you are now
I knew you wouldn't do such a thing
But I was wrong

You did what you had to do just so you could get to the point you are at now
You msut have thought you would be better off making people miserable
Rather than making them happy
Even so,what you did was wrong
You made those people suffer
You made those people feel like invalids
You made them feel like they were nothing
And yet you think they deserve it,don't you?
Once before you were hurt by someone you trusted
You thought that person couldn't hurt you
But in the end they did
They hurt you so bad you thought you couldn't afford to place your trust in any one
But you did
You trusted me
You knew that you could trust me
Because you knew I wouldn't dare cross you
You placed your trust in me because I trully cared about you
And you trully cared about me
At least that's what you thought
Instead of me crossing you
You crossed me
You thought I wouldn't cross you
But in the end you were wrong

It hurt so bad to be crossed
I never thought that you would cross me
Because you said that you cared about me
You lied
And for that I can never forgive you
Not now,not ever
I will never forgive you
How can I forgive you for crossing me?
Your a liar
Your a deciever
Your a betrayer
You are mostly and definitely a traitor
But I can never come to terms of forgiving you
You could never be the person who you once were
No matter how hard you tried you wouldn't be the same
I always thought you would be the good guy
You thought you wouldn't turn into that kind of person
But in the end
We were wrong

My life

My life would be more simple if it weren't for having to get up and going to school.I have other things to worry about besides getting up and going to school.I have so many things to do like reading more books, watching TV, and well sleeping.Let's not forget that sleeping is a very important part of a teenagers life.Any way my life is a typical day at school,going home, and watching TV.
Sure I get bored at times,but I just don't know what to do.I want to go and hang out with my friends, but their either to busy with work,hanging out with their boyfriend/girlfriend,or their just too tired to do anything.So instead of hanging out with them, I hang out with my annoying little brother and sister.They get on my nerves at times but that doesn't stop me from playing a little game of tag or kickball with them.I love my annoying little brother and sister so much that I sometimes forget that their getting on my last nerve.But isn't that what little brother's and sister's are supposed to do?They get on our nerves at times and that makes us feel like clobbering them.But that won't stop us from ever loving them.Their our little brothers' and sisters',we can't do anything about that no matter how angry we feel about how annoying they get or how rude they are towards our friends or boyfriends/girlfriends.
My life is filled with lots of funny jokes and laughter.I love to hear a good joke from my little brother.My little brother can tell a joke without thinking of it.He likes to tell jokes about my grades and my younger sister's grades.Every time I get an 'F' in a class he says 'better luck next time big sis' you just might get an 'F-' in your next class'.As if I had enough laughing already.My little brother's jokes aren't that funny to other people but they are to me.Every once in a while my other brother and sister come to visit.My brother Melvin seldom talks to me or my other brother and sister.My sister Myla talks a lot and nothing can ever seem to shut her up.
But that doesn't stop them from laughing at my brother's jokes.He tells all kinds of jokes that seem to always be about other people and not him.Myla also tells jokes.Like one time she told my younger sister Aileta,we call her Sissy,a joke about getting off the road when a car is appraoching.She said 'Sissy stand in the middle of the road and you won't get hit.' Me, Melvin, and my little brother Whitehawk laughed so hard we nearly cried.
I can't seem to remember the last time I enjoyed myself.That's probably because of all the hard times my family has been having lately.My family isn't exactly perfect and not exactly wierd either.My family is a family who trully cares.My family isn't a family who would desert one another over something like money or frequent disagreements.My family is like any other family,in a way that doesn't get into another person's business or gets involved in a feud.
My family is very important to me and I don't what I would do without them.If I didn't have my family backing me up I would probably be lost.I wouldn't know what to do and I certainly wouldn't know where to go.My family means more than anything to me,they mean more than my life.If anything were to happen to them,then I wouldn't be able to forgive myself for it.
My life is the life of a typical teenager.I like to watch TV,reading books,writing peotry,playing with my younger brothers' and sisters',going to school, and going back home.I enjoy a good joke every now and then.I love to play a game of kickball with my younger siblings.My life is almost like that of a typical teenager.