Hi everyone,
The Dark Realm is basically a realm of dark desires and dark...things. I really can't say much about the dark realm. I can only hope that it will be visited often by other members.
I created the dark realm because I like being alone and I like to sit by myself in the dark hours of the night.Hey, we can't all be perfect right?Any way the dark realm was made because of how I was feeling and how miserable I was becoming. I hope you enjoy your visit to the dark realm.

My world

It was my loss
I let you slip from my grasp
I didn't even try to get you back
Not once
I just let them take you away from me
They promised they would do their best to keep you happy
With a promise like that I knew they would
So I just let you go without a protest
I let you go
And it was stupid of me to do that
But now I can't go back on my word
How stupid!?
I could have at least tried to take you away from them
But I didn't
It hurts to realize how much I loved you
It hurts even more to admit that I connected with you the moment you came into this world
My world
I was so stpuid to let you go with them
But I wanted the best for you
I wanted you with someone who would be able to love you and take good care of you
Not just...not just keep you
So I watched you go with them from my bedroom window
And as I watched you go,I cried
Now I regret letting you go
But what was I to do?
Was I just to run down the hallway,out the front door,and take you away from them?
If it was that easy I would have done
But it wasn't
So tell me what was I supposed to do?
Was I to leave my home and evertyhing I knew behind me?
Was I to take you someplace far away?
Was I to leave what I knew and loved behind to keep you in my grasp?
I'll admit it does hurt to see you gone
It hurst way more than I thought it would to be honest
I wake up every night crying for you
Because I miss you
I miss seeing you every time I wake up
I miss hearing you cry for me
I miss hearing you laugh
I miss holding you close to me in my arms
I miss seeing that little sparkle in your eyes when you wake up to see me holding you
I miss hearing your laughter when I blow on your little stomach
But most of all
I miss holding you in my arms

I could care less

I could care less about you
I could care less if you hated me
I could care less if you lied to me
I could care less if you betrayed me
I could care less if you loved me
I could care less if I'm being consumed by darkness
I could care less if the world around me is falling apart
I could care less if my life was a wreck
I could care less if my family falls apart
I could care less if it is a rainy day
I could care less if my friends talked about me behind my back
I could care less if I lost everything I had
I could care less if life was fun
I could care less if life was full of happines at one time
I could care less if life was the greatest gift bestowed upon humankind
I could care less if life was a living hell
I could care less if love is everything
I could care less if I am alone
I could care less if I am hated by every one I know
I could care less if there was someone who truely loved me
I could care less if you just lost a friend
I could care less if you wanted to hurt me
I could care less if you wanted to break me
I could care less if I am left in the shadows
I could care less if I live in world full of hate
I could care less if I am in a world that was created by anger
I could care less if I live in a world full of despair
I could care less if I feel pain and sorrow
I could care less

I hate...

I hate the way you talk
I hate the way you always find a way to get out of sticky situations
I hate the way you laugh
I hate the way you always find a way to cheer me up
I hate your smile
I hate the way you dress
I hate the way you act
I hate being your lover
I hate having to wait for you
I hate being there when you need me the most
I hate being the underdog
I hate everything about you
I hate loving you
I hate the fact that I trully loved you
I hate that we were actually together
I hate having to remember being with you
I hate the fact that I regret breaking up with you
I hate the way I feel
I hate you.

I can't stand it any more...

I can't stand it any more
The class A wanna be's
The liars
The love that hurts so much
The denial that came too soon
The hate that's beginning to arise from within
The outcast crap
I can't stand ti anymore
The name calling
The leave her alone crap
The 'your a loser'
The loner crap
The 'I hate you' stuff that you hear from others who you thought were your friends
The 'I love you' crap that you hear from someone whom you thought loved you