so last valentine my friends and i went out for dinner.. we were a group of 12 people and one can say it's like a group date.. two couples went on separate ways after eating.. im not very good at socializing so i just quietly sipped my drink and played with the ice.. lol..
even though they're my friends, i barely know them.... and there's no other girl other than that girl whom i dont really know as she's a friend of a friend and she seemed to be not in the mood to have a chat.. i can tell.. im most likely giving off the same aura... XD but there's this good-looking gay who just kept smiling and approached me..
"what a waste.." i softly thought... i would always thought of that whenever i see gay people.... especially if they're super good looking to the point where they're even cuter than me... gaaah... its common so its really a waste...
it seems he didnt heard me or he thought im talking about my drink coz i scooped up an ice cube and spilled it.. it's just an ice cube.. he was looking at it and he probably thought of picking it up if i didnt say hi right away..
"hi" so i said hi...
he said hi too and we started some basic conversations.. he took my hand and did a quick hand shake and he started talking about how soft my hand is... it's fat thats why its soft.. lol... our conversation began there.. it went smoothly coz it's all about girly stuff.... i dont even talk about girly stuff..!! @__@;
talking to him was sort of fun but i kinda feel awkward looking at him.. he probably noticed that i dont look at him directly.. im not shy... or maybe i am.. but it's probably coz im talking to a handsome gay.. TT^TT im sorry... i might be mean but thats my honest feelings..... =/ but i prefer gay friends than girl friends... lol... just need to know more about him and accept the fact..... XD
the group decided to leave and so do we.. luckily, our conversation went out natural regardless of my personal thoughts about him... it's just 8pm.. wanted to go home to work on my projects but he asked, "want to go over there..?"
eeh....... i believe he pointed in a fashion boutique.. which reminds me, his fashion sense is really cool... if he just remained silent, i wouldnt have thought he's gay.... gaaah.. what a waste....... if only i have the power to make him straight, i would.. just so i'd be walking in the street with a cool guy and people will see us as a cute couple.. kyaahh....~~ LOL...........
i said sure... it's not that dark yet anyways and i thought of giving my wrists some rest as well as my mac needs some good long sleep too.. so yeh, sure and we walked and talked..
didnt realize the time as we were having fun window shopping.. it's almost 10.. he bought coffee and then suggested we should go home... omg.. yes... i completely forgot that i have class in the morning and i cant afford to be late.. XD
so yeah, we went to the subway.. someone was waving at us and it appears to be his friend... i was like, oh no his boyfriend came to pick him up..? XD he's cute but this gay is above.. i was just smiling and keeping the friendly face..
"finally a cute girlfriend eh.." the guy said as he walk towards us..
i automatically assumed that he's referring to me as the "cute" girlfriend.. lol.... XD but he said girlfriend.. he probably meant "girl" friend.. but i cant help and think of something else..
the gay cleared up his throat and said, "u are kinda messing it up dude.." in a manly voice......... o.o
"oh haha, my bad.. miss, had fun with ur date with a gay..?" the friend said as if he's enjoying life..
i was confused but somehow i think i know whats going on........
......or im just daydreaming that he's actually not gay... =P
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