HI there I'm Cynthia
I won't really have some specific thing to post about
I'm really just going to use this as a blog.
I'll probably have random updates of the most amazing thing thats happened
or an update about the worst thing thats happened.
I like comments. I like reading them.

In the Midst

I'm in the midst of doing a project.
Vectoring I suppose you would call it.
I'm restoring this AWESOME image I found of lelouch on minitokyo and I have HUGE plans for it. I'm going to make an awesome wallpaper with him in it but it's taking quite a while to repaint the whole entire image inch by inch making it beautiful I've gotten a lot of work done on it though in the past few days.
Heres a sneak peak of what it looks like so far.

See you guys around I have to get around to drawing and college apps! No time to get lazy! :)

Far from perfect.

My night is going really shitty but anyways.

I got inspiration for a new piece of artwork, ARTWORK not wallpaper.
I think it had a deep meaning to it and I'm sure you'll understand it if I'm allowed to post it on here.
I'm going to work hard at making it look nice.
I just need the right angle and picture to make it work.
I can picture it all now.

My night day has been going really bad.
My sister ran out the house ignoring me yelling at her for stealing my hair clips.
My brother walks through the door and we start arguing in less then 10 mintues.
Of course its over something stupid that I of course didn't start.
I left the tv on and he attacked me for leaving it on, and said if I didn't turn it off he would hit me. I told him to hold on since I was doing something and then he walked over and like slapped/poked me in the eye which hurt and when I said that he of COURSE said "that didn't hurt you, you liar!" WTF yes it did, do you have some invisible connector to my body that allows you to sense what is and is not painful to me? Fuck off!
He really seriously pissed me off we argued about stupid stuff the WHOLE entire time which ended up of course with me leaving and going to my room crying.
I feel like they always pick on me and I always have to retreat to me room. I hate that. And then I always have to look online to some picture or some status that really upsets me. Or some thought that makes me hate myself. I really get down on myself because of it and I hate it.

I'm far too sensitive, far too sensitive for what the world has in store for me.

Cut.

I cut my hair yesterday.
I got it cut by my stylist and then I came home and decided to cut it myself.
It was going good until I couldn't continue since I couldn't see the side of my head. It ended up coming uneven and wayy to short because of some factors such as, me going crazy, asking my brother to cut the side I couldn't see, snipping some more.

That's what it looks like. X)
It sort of looks like Sakura's hair from naurto oh no. I DID not base my hair style of an anime character this time I swear!

What type of

SO I was going to sleep and than forgot I had an assignment to write up so here I AM.

I WAS wondering what the heck do you call this type of earring?

I'm kinda bored tired.
Seeing a christmas carol tomorrow after school should be fun.
Nabari is really really good.

Have you ever seen

Or heard of Nabari?
It's pretty good and not a regular anime. I can tell they put alot of work in it because they also do the effects and details with wind in the intro, it seems it almost gets a lot of work done on it as Naruto.

Well it seems pretty good I just finished watching episode 1, sort of cliche and like "No he didn't just do that squirming in my seat with embarrassment" But it seems pretty good.

The best part about it is the character design. THE CHARACTERS ARE HOT! They have I will say pretty boy faces but I like that. :D The lead character sort of reminds me of Ritsuka from Loveless.

I WANT TO see a christmas carol. My sister said it should be rated R instead of PG because she was scared as crap when she was watching it. I want to see it even more! And I actually think I have plans this weekend. I find it weird that when I actually tell someone how I'm feeling and I feel bad on that day, the rest of my day somehow ends up being good and I feel like I was never angry to begin with or that I'm thinking about my situation too much and making a big deal out of it. Like I felt like crap yesterday because I had no one to sit with during lunch so I just sat by myself, and I hate that. And today I sat with some people and we laughed talked so I feel like I'm making a big deal about me not having anyone to really sit with all the time during lunch. Am I? Or is that another one of those satisfying situation things when it will only happen once in a long time?

I hope not. I get a blind-friend from my counselor. I've talked to her twice, shes the only one who knows how much I feel like shit at my school. She said shes going to try and get someone to get to know me. I wonder who she'll pick out.