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Heeey everyone that visits my Journal I apprectiate you just reading a life of boringness and helping me out threw all the little bumps in life.
I'm Amber.I'm a musician,Artist,friend, and much more.
I enjoy meeting new faces and new people because it never gets boring.I have obsessions like your normal girl but I'm not normal to my friends I'm like one of millions different my friends say no one could replace me which I'm grateful they say that.
I now have trust problems due to my friend from kingergarden back talking me.I'm known by friends of my kindergarden friend as a slut and bitch when I'm not but I can be a bitch if you start it first
I'm very perverted at times,random all the time,awesome I hope all the time, and down right understandable to many.I don't judge.
I'd like to be a pet messager(yeah I know stupid but I do it for my neighbor's labordor Macy),musician,artist and a writer when I'm older I want to make a mark in life basically its my dream to do something that will forever be looked up to.
I'm the oldest child of 2 including me.I have a younger brother named Matthew hes a hater not a lover.
I have 4 step siblins I consiter them to be.a sister my age and a nine year old perverted brother.and as for the other two they're a mystery.
I used to judge music by they're name...but I never do now because of Sick Puppies they're a great band and they're name maybe weird but they're amazing I think! :) I luverds them!! xD lol
I have 4 beloved cats 2 white ones and 2 black ones.White ones:Gemini and Rafael.Black ones:Blacky and Sly.3 beloved birds:Ghosty(petey),Pika and Crackers.4 beloved guinea pigs and 3 beloved dogs Buster,Buddy and Shadow.
I never see my parents at all because they haven't spoke to my bro and I because they're caught up in the rush of life.I live with my grandparents.
my favorite songs right now are:The taste the touch by Asteria,True love by BrokeNCYDE,girl like you by Mason Musso,goodnight and goodbye by Metro station,Shake it by metro station,Kelsey by Metro station,Get higher by Matt Nathanson,wish we were older by Metro station,Shake something shakespeare by save the city,Keep breathing by Automatic Loveletter,make up smeared eyes by Automatic Loveletter,Tidal waves by sunset diary,we can change the world by Daniel the photographer,the never forgotten summer by Sunset diary,go go gadget happy heart by Amy can flyy,Doctor by Amy can flyy,Doctor by Cute is what we aim for,Bright city lights by Sunset diary and any Sick puppies song you can give me and okay lets say theres too many to daaaare list.....waaaay too many xD LOL
Some people say I get all I want when truthfully I don't or I'd be making a difference which I am but just a small bit of people though.
Important dates:
March 6th (Dizzy's b-day)X
March 8th (Katelin's birthday)X
May 14th (Jon's b-day!!!)X
June 8th (end of school)X
June 27th (Katie's b-day)X
June 28th (my dad's b-day)X
June 30th (John's b-day :D)X
July 4th (Mason and Zeek's b-day :O )X
July 5th (5th of something :P )X
July 7th 7-7-09(the day I realized I was a fool for giving him my heart and I was a fool to believe his lies)
July 19th (begining of vacation)X
August 1rst (Zoe's B-day)X
August 1th (CJ and I got together)X
August 4th (Devin and Angel's b-day)X
August 6th (My b-day)X
August 14th (Gabereil's and Iggy's b-day!!!)X
August 22nd (When Bexxies and I met)
August 25 (Back to school next grade |: NOOOO less computer time most likely Darn)
August 29th (Bexxies b-day)
September 7th (Djayy's B-day PSHYEAH BETCH! XD)
October 2nd (my grandmum's birthday)
October 3rd(My mum's b-day)
october 4th(My doggy's 7th birthday!!!)
Halloween(Roxxy's b-day)
December 1st (KELSIE'S B_DAAAY!)
December 15th (Zoe's Dog's death Honnor dog by buring a toy or something)
December 25th (My bro's birthday D: on Christmas)
if I forgot your birthday remind me of it please!!!OR ANYTHING ELSE!
My beloved friends on here:
Mayra
Jessica(Jess or Jessa)
Rebecca(Bexxies)
Djay
Belia
Zoe
Ashlee
Dizzy
Dei
Lauthin (John)
Kim
Yasha girl
Zero
Shadow
Iggy
(if I forgot you tell me and I'll put you up or if you want you can just tell me to add you to ma listy!!)
Beloved friends off this site and in life:
Jon K.
John(:D)
Kelsie
Connor (yeah hes ma Buddah!)
Ben
Megan
Katelin
Carrie
Destiny
Kourtnie
Brooklyn
and more too much to name and I doubt I remember so many of them D:
I have an email address if you email me Email here: Dinosaursgoraawr@live.com
I enjoy reading,drawing,listening to music and seeing friends.I down right love those things to do yay!
I am Bi.Yes I am Bi but does it matter?No and I shouldn't lose friends because of it.
I'm Bi-polar I can be hyper and happy one minute then depressed the next.which makes me weird to my normalish friends.
I prefer to make a scene by messing up my hair or even being a goof ball in class which gets me dirty looks and glared at.
I'm labeled as Emo,scene and geek......but I don't mind the labels.I just shrug them off.
I enjoy listening to peoples problems to help them which claims me the right of therapist with my friends which makes me laugh.
my friends,family and teachers say I'm poetic when truely I only write for no reason.
I'm a writer in my free time I write poems,stories and lyrics.its all good though my stories don't make sense.
everyone thinks I'm insane...because my younger years I went around growling and barking like a dog and showing my canines like a vampire does.
My eyes change colors of blue depending on moods or day or even time.
My favorite number happens to be 13 and anything with 4 in it because I have no why its my favorite but it is.
I happen to live in booooooring Waverly Ohio.its near Dayton where my favorite bands formed those bands would be:Hawthorne Heights,Lets get it! and Devil wears prada. Of course I like other bands.
I listen to mostly every kind of music :D and watch a bit of TV when I am on my lap top
~*(@( QUOTES(@(*~
"taste the rainbow eat a crayon"
"I'll bleed pink skies for you"
"shes got this journal filled with all her black ink guilt"
"RAWR I'M A DINOSAUR!!"
"I freaking love you!"
"Te amo"
"I'm that girl your mother warned you about"
"I'm not a hoe hunny I'm just experinced" (brilliant)
"shoot pictures not people"
"well aren't you a pocket full of fucking sunshine"
"Music is life"
"Make love not war"
"Make music not war"
"So I'll let you go,I'll set you free & when you see what you need to see,when you find you come back to me"
"come on get higher loosen my lips faith & desire & the swing of your hips"
"I think about you all the time"
"I'm coming home I wanna know when all the leaves begin to fall if I'm falling apart for you"
"I'm not a princess and this ain't a fairytale"
"I love everything you hate about yourself"
"Just because you feel it doesn't mean its there"
"I need you like a <3 (Heart) needs a beat"
"& you always said that life is horrible and you had nothing to live for & that whole time I sat back and waited hoping that one day,maybe you'd say it was me...but you never did"
"I said "Newsflash we're in love" you said"obviously we get different newspapers"
"You can hurt me break me disrespect me and make me feel like a total idiot but for some reason I'll still love you"
"you're tattooed on my heart"
"PS. I love you thats my secret no heart no pretty drawings no poems or cryptic messages I love you"
"when I tell you I love you I don't say it out of habit or to make a conversation I say it to remind you that you're the best thing that ever happened to me"
"I hate missing you [But] I love at least having you to miss"
"the most amazing girls never have boyfriends because all the boys think they're not good enough...and they're right"
"I don't know what your problem is but I bet its hard to pronounce"
"They didn't agree on much in fact they rarely agreed at all they fought all the time & challenged eachother everyday but inspite of their differences they had one thing in common they were Crazy about eachother"
"Fuck that shit"
"I'm jealous of every girl thats ever hugged him because for that short second she held my whole entire world"
"I like walkin in the rain because no one can see me cry"
"Explaining how much I love you is like explaining what water tastes like COMPLETELY IMPOSSIBLE!"
"dance with your heart and your feet will follow"
"don't fall for someone uless they're willing to catch you"
"to write love on her arms"
"Look at her look into her eyes don't be afraid of what you'll see all this girl ever wanted was to love you endlessly"
"Do you beleive in love at first sight or should I walk by you again"
"between laughing for no reason stupid arguements long talks and making fun of eachother I've falling in love with you"
"because your the kind of guy who'd laugh at me when I fall but help me up and whisper"its okay I still love you"
"You were like my lover and best friend all wrapped up in one with a ribbon on it"
"never give up on someone who you can't go a day without thinking about"
"Love is the closest thing there is to Magic"
"I love you rubber ducky"
"Rubber ducky you so fiiine you blow my mind Rubber ducky!"~ My quote really I made it as far as I know... sooo (c) Amber Renea
"So with every tear I cry you'll be there to catch it?"
"for every girl with a broken heart theres a boy with a glue gun"
"I'm not alone...but I have people you know"
"liars are liars lovers are lovers now question which one are you?"
"listen to your heart before you decide"
"what is it I'm after searching for diaster"-Sick puppies!! :) (love them!)
"don't look up let them think theres no place else you'd rather be"-Fences-Paramore
"empty streets I follow every step into the night"1,000 oceans-Tokio Hotel
"shes a lady and ladies shouldn't be messed with"-forever the sickest kids (brilliant!)
"you'll never take me alive you'll never take me alive do what ever it takes to survive cause I'm still here"Kill all your friends-My chemical romance
"because I'd walk a thousand miles just to be with you"-Vanessa carlton-a thousand miles.
"Poptarts taste like a rainbow of flavors"
"I don't get why the cows eat my tredding path...they always ignore my displeasure...of them...eating my lush grassy path..."~Me (actually it was one of my many faces xD she loves riddles and such as this!)
"Your only few the world will spare in sudden agony of dispare....tsk tsk"
"You know if you did break up with me I'd hurt forever"
"ur beauty is so maginificent that god created the universe jus for people to witness it"~ CJ <3
"ur beauty is so epic that even the stars are jealous" ~ CJ
Lyrics of whenever I chose:
In my dreams there are some things
That I can´t describe
I have to speak about or I would keep this lie
When it gets me down oh then I get turned around
You stabbed me in the back is this something you enjoy, something you enjoy
Chorus:
Tell me why do I feel so bad?
I want to hurt you deep in your heart
I feel so bad
I thought we were in real real love
I feel so bad
I'm speaking from the inside
But now I want to fight against it
And so you can´t make me be hurt
Once as I was naive and silly
I thought you told the truth
Now I know more about you
I will not believe in you, believe in you
Tell me why do I feel so bad?
I want to hurt you deep in your heart
I feel so bad
I thought we were in real,real love
I feel so bad
I'm speaking from the inside
But now I want to fight against it
And so you can't make me be hurt
When you look at me
Will I ever be free?
Tell me why do I feel so bad?
I want to hurt you deep in your heart
I feel so bad
I thought we were in real, real love
I feel so bad
I'm speaking from the inside
But now I want to fight against
And so you can´t make me be hurt
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