~A sneak peek~

Just because Inu-becca is out of commission, doesn't mean I am! >XD hahahah,
*ahem* so, I started (a while ago) a chapter for the middle-ish of GDJ! here is a sneak peek of the very chapter I speak of! so if You don't want a spoiler, don't read it! (nuff' said)
it is in Hotaru's point of view, *just cause Nadjawolf (inubacca) writes all of hers from a character's point of view...;3;poo, I suck at writing like that! :<*
please, do sit, stay a while, read it, and enjoy!
and tell me if I should post the rest of it! e-e once I finish it though...yeah, it's not done yet

“You knew?…You knew this whole time, and you didn’t have the notion to tell me?!” Soren questioned me with an unpredicted fire in his eyes. His heart was in pain, and I am afraid it was all my fault… He lowered his head as if the fire in his soul was hastily extinguished. I watched the diamond-like tear cascade down the sides of his face. “You….Hotaru, you knew all about Havon’s plan to kill my brother, but you didn’t tell us.” Soren asked timidly while trying to wipe the tears from his face with muddy hands. I could tell the words he was asking were not going to be ignored… he looked up at me, his eyes looked as though he was crying for hours, but as far as I knew, he was. I backed away deliberately, I didn’t want to tell him, I wish this would have gone without him finding out. Soren made a hasty stride foreword, and his eyes began intensely burning once more. I was afraid, Afraid of my own friend.
His unsteady appearance fell quite suddenly with hopelessness. His small framed body shaking. Watching was like torture, slow and gruesome torture. Seeing someone so strong on his hands and knees. The grief hit me like a silver-lined bullet. I did this to him…didn’t I? My hands started trembling, almost as much as his own,. His distressed eyes met my own, he looked blind… I felt a chill wander down my spine. One that chilled my very existence to it’s core. “why, why, why?? Why didn’t you tell me, Hotaru?” Soren asked, with the same unfeeling gaze. I choked on the words swimming around in my head, They hesitant to emerge from anywhere but my mind. It scared me more than the look on Soren’s face. If I didn’t know what to say, I couldn’t help him at all. I felt pathetic. I tried to step away once more, but I was stopped by Soren’s hand, He grabbed my pant legs, immobilizing me. Sure, I could have easily kicked him aside, and ran off, but I had already been sucked into the moment by Soren’s heartbreaking appearance. He lowered his head and let the tears cascade down his cheeks like a waterfall, He was reluctant to cry around the others, I think he was afraid of what they would think of him. But now, after hearing what I had done, he didn’t care. This meant war, I was sure of it.

heehee, i put it in spoiler text! ^^

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