4:30 Post...

Yes, at my time zone, I am righting to you at 4:30 A.M. and am suffering from paranoia and anixety due to lack of sleep. Why I didn't sleep is my fault because I was scared to death of something from a horror movie I watched with my sister. Every few words I look over my shoulder, to make sure that there is no 'guests' behind me. We watched 2 movies, one with possestion and demons and the other about an escape and recovery from a ward. It's like Shutter Island but with a much better ending. I am listening to music at it's lowest volume to listen for sounds of human life. I DON'T LIKE THIS ISOLATION!!!!
When your as scared as crap, and in the dark, everything looks scary to you! Like for example, my wig is near the foot of my bed (on a nightstand) and that scared the crap out of me at times!

And on top of all this sleep loss, it's a chore day tommarow..
DAMN YOU LIFE AND KARMA AND ALL THAT CHOICE!!!

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