YO~ I'm Ji. This world will probably used for everything and anything I'm thinking about... which may or may not be so monotonously boring that it bores you to death (hence the name). I have a lot of brain farts and forget what I'm thinking, but that's okay. By the way, Taecyeon and Jo Kwon: GIF kings, js.

First of all, I'm a HUGE kpop/drama/anime addict with an obsession with anything to do of the sort. I've tried learning Japanese, kinda failed miserably. I speak Korean though... which is awesome because I don't have to wait for subs to come out for Korean dramas.

Anyways, favorite anime/manga/manhwa:
Dengeki Daisy, Ao Haru Ride, Lovely Complex, Kaichou wa Maid Sama, Gakuen Alice, Kodomo no Omocha, Nadeshiko Shichi Henge, Death Note, Ouran High School Host Club , Kuroshitsuji, La C'orda d'Oro, Soul Eater, Pandora Hearts, Vampire Knight, Shugo Chara (anime has so much filler though OMG), Forbidden Kiss, Crazy Girl Shin Bia
(I have more favorites but my mind is drawing a blank atm. As you can see, I have a lot of favorites, simply because I cannot choose which one is the best.)

Favorite Dramas (Taiwanese, Korean, and Japanese): I've probably watched over 100+ dramas in my lifetime ROFL
ISWAK, Playful Kiss, Boys over Flowers, 49 Days, Miss Ripley, ROOFTOP PRINCEEEEEEE, Dream High (1 not 2), Hi, My Sweetheart, ToGetHer, Smiling Pasta, Pasta, Hana Kimi, Hana Yori Dango, Man of Honor, Nobuta wa Produce, Romantic Princess, Tokyo Juliet, City Hunter, SKK Scandal, Personal Taste
, My Girl, Me Too, Flower, You're Beautiful, Flower Boy Ramyun Shop, Lie to Me, Baker King Kim Tak Goo, LIAR GAME (Matsuda Shota is so awesome in this asdfklasdf; ;___;)

Favorite Characters: RisaxOtani, HikarixKei, UsuixMisaki, Break, Cheshire Cat, Death the Kid, Black Star, L, Near, Zero, Tamaki, Hikaru, Kaoru, Akiyami Shinichi, SaraxHayama (Kodocha) etc.

Biases: Usui Takumi (Kaichou wa maid Sama), AJ (UKISS), Touji (Peach Girl), Akiyama (Matsuda Shouta in Liar Game)

Music: Kpop, Jpop, Jrock, Tpop, Anime, Classical, and whatever I come across and like... so basically almost everything? o-o

Artists/Groups: (oh geez here we go) Kanon Wakeshima, BIGBANG, 2NE1, Utada Hikaru, Ayumi Hamasaki, UKISS, INFINITE, EXO, Yiruma, CN Blue, FT Island, JYJ, Chopin, Yuya Matsushita, Wheesung, Gazette, Mizuki Nana, Nightmare, Rain, Ailee, SPICA, Beast, Fahrenheit, SHE, SS501, Park Jung Min, Park Hyo Shin, SNSD, T-ara, Super Junior, SHINee, BTOB, etc....

UPDATE: Sunburns and Otome

Okay, so fairly sure no one is going to read this since I've been gone so long buuuut. I am still almost alive. I'm falling behind in online AP classes and I have tons of work for school (that I've been so wisely ignoring for the last week-shakes fist at otome-) as well so it may be awhile until I finish requests/upload anything new.

HOWEVER you can expect to see something from me fairly soon. I can try to make something on Labor Day (that is if I get around to finishing my summer reading and AP homework for the week) and if not, then I'll be uploading an eCard every once and awhile. :3 I SHALL BE BACK, MARK MY WORDS~

Anyways, I kinda feel like being random and sooo:

First of all, last night I watched 13 episodes (ie the whole season) of an anime called Prétear, and so instead of finishing my homework like a responsible student would -cough-, I ended up sobbing my eyes out over Sasame's almost death until 4 AM, and my parents woke me up at 9 and so I felt really icky and happy at the same time because Prétear was a pretty good anime and I felt sluggish from my recent sleep deprivation. But yeah. Aside from the really weird transformations, Prétear was a good anime. :3 If you've watched every other anime and drama in existence like I have, I'd recommend it.

And second of all, recently, I just played like a bajillion rounds of otome games, and I'd just like to rant.

First of all, I totally get why people play otome games.
1. Lotsa lotsa bishies. Some of their personalities are pretty meh worthy though. -____-;
2. IT'S LIKE ANIME, EXCEPT YOU CAN MANIPULATE IT SO YOU GET THE PERFECT ENDING OMG.
So, I didn't play these otome games because I am depressed and forever single okay maybe the single part is true, but the fact that I'm 4ever single has absolutely nothing to do with this but during the whole time I was clinging onto my seat with happiness.

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Seriously I felt like I was watching an awesome anime.
Except for after love revo. After playing love revo I felt really depressed because my charrie ended as a 44 kg girl who was forever alone (well, there were creepers chasing after the main character but that's not really...... a choice I would ever ... choose for lack of better words LOL).

That and I'm nowhere near 44 kg, so... yeah. /sulks in depression

I'D JUST LIKE TO SAY THOUGH
That Hikami is the most awesome anime character in the world. And he's not even in an anime. If he was though, I'd totally watch that anime. I played Tokimeki Memorial girls' side 1st and 2nd season, but I only cried during Hikami's confession. IT WAS SO BEOOTIFUL. ;3;

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If Hikami was a person irl, I'd definitely be his bff forever and ever and ever. Forsrsly. /brick'd Epitome of a cool nerd. LUFFFLEE~ <3

Now that I've gotten my fangirling out of the way, there is one thing I don't understand about otome games, or Tokimeki Memorial to be more specific.

Guys bomb you all the time. And to prevent them from bombing you, you have to go out with them. IT'S SO WEIRD. And so, (I say main charrie because after I chose my name as my name, the guys in the otome game kept calling me by my name and it creeped me out big time /shiver. I was like OMG YOU KNOW ME HOW? D: but anyways moving on~) instead of the main charrie being able to spend 24/7 with the guy she likes, she is forced to schedule dates intermittently with other guys who are-technically speaking-strangers in the game (if you don't, their heart bombs will asplode and you won't get the guy you are going for).

And so, yeah. Just weirded out by how Tokimeki Memorial makes you have dates with every single guy to get your guy.... which is technically encouraging disloyalty in order to prove loyalty... which makes total sense. o3o Yush. It does.

On a completely random note,

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MAI APPLEEEEEEE

I'm in band and I had to play at a football game. It was my first time wearing shorts outside since at least a year ago, and so I decided to put sunscreen only on my arms and face. BAAAAD IDEA. Now I have this ginormous sunburn that goes down from my knees to feet and it is insanely painful. And as red as Ryuk's apple-to-be. I am being driven to the verge of insanity and... an empty aloe bottle. xD

Moral of the story, always wear sunscreen no matter what the occassion. ;___; How I'll be able to wear long pants without screaming on Tuesday, I dunno.

On a footnote: Probablemente, en dos meses, voy a entender todo de lo que mi maestra me dice en español.

Creo que estoy volviendo loca. Graciás, los clases en línea jajaja.

If you haven't noticed already, I'm really weird. I don't know if I've always been this weird, but I'm weird. I think anime is getting to my head. After all, I've watched at LEAST 45 anime shows, and hundreds more dramas and reality TV shows hah. I wouldn't be surprised if my personality was just a mush of everything I've ever seen since 8th grade.

My favorite song as of now:

LOLWHOOPS

... So I woke up early in the morning, volunteered for 3 hours, got home near 12, and.... I just realize that I've been on TheO doing absolutely nothing for at least 4.5 hours now LOL. I seriously haven't even started an eCard or wallie or anything. o3o I wonder what I've been doing on here this whole time. I don't even remember. o3o

I did read Dengeki Daisy, Beast Master and Ao Haru Ride today though. LUFFFFLEEE. <3

I am a fast reader. I shall be needing more manga recs soon; especially for when my brain asplodes.
Since I just killed over half of the day (that I spend awake..) doing nothing important, this shall be the rest of my weekend.

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And those aren't all of my books. I have much more in the back LOL.

That biology textbook you see there will be my bible for the next few months. I have to read it every moment I get the chance to and memorize the whole textbook (1200+ pages worth of information in teeny text and huge pages that you can't see accurately due to the angle of the picture lolol) before February.... 6th I believe. o3o TBH I'm debating on whether or not I should postpone my SAT test taking to December instead of October, when I will have more time to prepare and study. My average SAT score is dropping from 2400 to the 2200s fairly quickly... u___u

I'm worried. I have no ECs, the Clark Scholars application has already been released, all-state is nearing and I haven't practiced, and the MITES application will be opening up as well though I doubt I'll get in since it's a program for minorities that aren't Asian, which is apparently not considered a minority in the USA... o3o

JUNIOR YEAR BE OVER QUICKLY PLZ. I WANT TO SPAMIFY MYSELF WITH DRAMA AND KPOP AGAIN YUSPLEASE. 8D

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blushuuuuuu~ >__<

on the bright side To the Beautiful You is airing this month and I won't be able to watch it until all episodes have aired, which means by the time I get a chance to watch it I don't have to wait for more episodes to come out, I can have a straight 16 hour drama marathon hah.

What are tags for anyway lolol.

Giving Up

For a moment I want to give. I want to forget I am living in an immutable fate trapped in a cycle of unfair overwork and release myself from the suffocation that I am (overdramatically and delusively) enduring.

I want to forget that I have to take 4 additional online AP classes just so that I can have the same GPA as someone who doesn't have band and only takes honor classes offered at the school.

I want to forget that it's too late for me to start ECs and volunteer work, and that I haven't done anything "significant" in my life.

I want to forget that for every achievement of mine that I extol, there are kids my age who have done 10x the achievement and I force myself to vilify my own pride.

I want to forget that my relatives around me have gone off to Harvard, Princeton, Stanford, Seoul University, and I am expected to accomplish no less.

I want to forget that I'm 20 pounds overweight and judged by my relatives, and I want to forget about every contemptible judgment from society that curtails me from being and expressing myself.

I want to forget that society is conventional and hypocritical, telling me to do one thing and contradicting its statement a split second later.

I want to forget, forget, forget, and forget until time rewinds and freezes at a time where I had no worries. But if that happened, I guess living life would be too easy. Everyone wants to forget, but we all eventually have to face our adversaries. It's okay to want to forget, it's okay to dream, it's okay to rebel, it's okay to rant about your troubles, and it's okay to close your eyes for a moment and take a quick break, as long as you don't inundate yourself in delusions and live in an eternal fallacy of cowardice.

I love the irony in ranting using verbose language. I feel like I'm being held in high esteem LOLOLOLOL. /shot'd

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on a completely random note, I love Ao Haru Ride.
and these random blurbs of randomness are genius lolol. By writing this I just got a bajillion theme ideas for Harry Potter. AP English here I come.

Exhausted

Today was my first day of school. I'm exhausted and half asleep. Aaand I haven't finished my summer reading yet. LOOOL.

So, I ended up sleeping at 1 last night because my dad brought home hot wings and I wanted to eat some... and of course you need time to digest after that.
We woke up at around 7, and my sister and I went to school. It's my sister's first year at my school, and so I was really excited for her to come with me.

She went to her orientation, she came out, and then hung out with her friends while I studied until my orientation. After that, I went to my orientation and got my picture taken. Since we had an hour until my dad would come to pick us up, my sister asked me to show her around the school and help her find directions.

Before I continue, I'd just like to mention that I am awful with directions. I don't even know how to get to my house from school, even though I've attended the same school for four years. LOL.

Anyways, so in the end, I guided her around the (fairly small) school for the entire hour. We had to visit each place like, 10 times before she knew a slight idea of where she was. Out of her 6 periods, she only knows where two of the classes are still. Afterwards I was sweating and out of breath. xDD

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I'm too old for this kind of stuff. u____u
I was sweating afterwards. We got picked up at 12, and then we had to stay at my dad and mom's work until 3:00, which is when my sister had to go to swimming lessons. Since then, I've been in the car riding around doing absolutely nothing productive. I'm so tired. xD

But yeah. We have school again tomorrow, but at different times so I'll have to show my sister around. Again until she ditches me to hang out with her friends fufufu. I can't refuse though. When she asked I felt like "uhhhhhh,............................ shure. xC"

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.... I'm too brain dead to finish my English summer reading notes so I'll probably just do them... this weekend or something lol.

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random gifs are random
USUIIIIIIIIII~ <3

I'm kinda excited for school despite the fact that I absolutely hate work and studying though. It's junior year. I'm already ranked 3rd in my class since I haven't taken online APs, I don't want to prep for the SAT anymore, and I'm kinda exhausted from .... well.... doing nothing ROFL, but I'm really excited. I will be able to see my friends, maybe make new ones, have fun in my classes for once, and do stuff I haven't done before. And I dunno what the whole fuss over prom is about but it sounds expensive and important and so I want to go to see what it's like. That and I secretly like dresses heehee.

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FWEEEEEE~

OMG YES SUCCESS!

I have now mastered animated GIF making. I can now successfully make animated icons all by myself muahahaha. B)

/just made like 5 Usui icons LOL

Now it is time to spamify myself muahaha.
I'll also be taking animated GIF requests on my Graphics Request world if you can give me a link to the clip in a youtube video that you'd like animated. :D