Name:Jelly arianna24
Favorite color:Blue ..but not to much of a light blue fan
Personality:kind, random,and fun to talk to
About Me:
I am a very kind person to those who are also kind :)
I love anime,i draw alot of it
I also love to cook
Drawing anime is one of the few way i can express myself
I love to spend time with friends
Why......why do i live in this cruel world? Why do i live? Am i living for someone elses sake?.......i don't really know, but i do want to know.
Since everyday i seek for happiness, i should at least get a award for trying.....right?. Wether i like it or not, i have to live on for my familys.....and my friends sake.
If i walk away now.....what will become of me? Will those people who i love forget and never remember me? Will they just vanish before my eyes?
I do not understand a lot of things......but i do know this, there will always be a person who is important and precious to me that WILL forget.............
A.B
Everyday....I feel like I should just die. I don't really belong in this cruel world. Everyday I hope that something bad would happen to me so I can leave this place. I wish that no one would know about it. I wish that I could be in a place that I can be HAPPY all the time, somewhere that i can FIT IN....somewhere I would NEVER have to say THESE WORDS. Everyday I put a smile on my face just so no one would ask me too many questions....I would always laugh along with my friends. It would be strange for people to see me upset in school or anywhere else....but actually I've always been sad....or mad, even both at the same time. I don't think that other people should worry about me...so that's pretty much why I just smile. Even when people,including some of my friends, might see me upset...they would just ignore me.....or not care about me.
This is the reason why I joined this website, to express what I have to say into words instead of thinking about it to myself.I decided to let other people know....even my three close friends....Jane, Paulina ,and Tia. If you are reading this....please don't think bad about me...I WAS JUST BORN THIS WAY. This is my way of thinking, doing things, writing things.....I HATE MY LIFE. I STRONGLY DISLIKE SOME PEOPLE.....I LOVE MANY PEOPLE. BUT ! I do not like my life !!
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