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I found this while going through files on my computer. I can't remember if I wrote it or not... =o3o=
(Written June 26, 2013)
When I can't contact you, do you have any idea how lost I feel?
When I can't see you, do you know how pained I feel?
When I can't hold you, do you know how much it makes me ache?
I'm not very good at words when it comes to these things...
I get stubborn when I'm confronted because I'm embarrassed and unsure.
It's just so painful because I'm afraid of pain.
Bitterly ironic, isn't it?
I do miss you, I do want to see you, I do want to spent time with you and feel you inside me.
But when I feel these things, you're not there to tell and it hurts.
And I worry that you'd think I'm stupid for fretting about it this much.
I can't focus when I'm thinking of you, and it makes me mad.
I want to hit you for invading my thoughts this much...
And I guess for rooting yourself somewhere in a part of my heart.
It's just so difficult to communicate these things and it frustrates me that you can't see it...
When I think about how clueless you can be, it makes me mad all over again.
I'm caught in some kind of tornado and it just hurts.
Do I seem foolish for this?
I thought it seemed pretty decent (if I did write it... I THINK I did...?! *confused*) More than one side to love. Growing up, love was more about pain and the intermingled euphoria that comes with the longing. Obviously, I spent too much time having unrequited crushes... =eue;=
(The Day After) Tomorrow is Valentine's Day, but don't let it get you down. There is no real reason to feel sad that you may not have a boyfriend or girlfriend. It's all hormones, dudes and dudettes! If you have no plans to spend with friends, family, or significant others, make tomorrow a day to enjoy simply for the sake of enjoyment! Get your favorite snack! Play your favorite game! Watch a movie marathon of comedy and general feel-good movies~! If you don't like spending time alone, go out with friends and have fun! If you're broke, have a get together at someone's house and play board games~ Bake some cookies together~
You can spend tomorrow moping and curled up in a ball, or you can get up and have some fun. I think having fun is more preferable, don't you? =3
Happy Valentine's Day (a day or two early), friends! =D
What is it that makes your body parts suddenly decide that you're not sleeping the right way that they get all thrown out of whack? I swear I wasn't doing anything different from usual and I wake up with my neck feeling funny, so I figure I'll sleep on the other side to take the strain off... I wake up later, BOOM, crick in a stiff neck!
And if I so much as move in a way it doesn't like, painful neck spasm! =/ At least I don't feel any pain while I'm sleeping. I tried making a makeshift brace to keep my head still and that at least prevents me from moving it in a bad way. I wrapped a crocheted scarf around my neck, then tightly bound that with and ace bandage. Works fairly well.
Didn't do anything on my entry for this thingy because, I guess my neck somewhat spoiled my mood, but I also ended up trying to fix my old WD MY Book external hard drive. My computer won't recognize it and I think I might've fried it the last time I tried to access it. I couldn't find the power supply for it, so I tried using the one for my laptop, but I should've know that was too powerful. I smelled electrical heat or something. I'm sure the information is still there, but I can't access it the usual way. My best bet is to attach it to a desktop as an additional drive. I'll have to dig up my old desktop from downstairs.
This hard drive was one I used in college, so it was formatted for MAC and it tooks years to FINALLY get the information that was on it from my brother because he kept forgetting to look for it. So I formatted the drive and put some things on it to free up space. Some of it was anime I hadn't had a chance to watch yet... I don't remember if the stuff I put on there I deleted right away, but I got a new hard drive for Christmas and put files on that one. I'll check it later, too. But if I can at least access the files, I'll be happy. Heck, it'd save me some trouble to have it set up as a computer hard drive cuz then I can transfer the information from that one straight to my new hard drive.
Okay, enough semi-techno babble. Gonna go watch some Ranma 1/2, put some BenGay on mah neck, maybe play a little Persona 2 and then snuggle in for bed. Tomorrow will hopefully have better feeling for my neck and I can focus better on drawing. Later taters~
When I grip my pencil, I'm squeezing like it'll fly away and I apply pressure like I'm trying to dig trenches... And that's why my fingers hurt so much =T Been working on character concept sketches. A bit late to scan, but I won't upload anything until I get all the thingies together. Depending on whether or not I get called off again due to snow, could be a few days.
I said the bird bird bird, the bird is the word! No, seriously, posted a vid doing more shameless plugging of my comic entry!
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