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Daddy... It Hurts

My name is Chris,
I am three,
My eyes are swollen..
I cannot see.

I must be stupid,
I must be bad,
What else could have made,
My daddy so mad?

I wish I were better,
I wish I weren't ugly,
Then maybe my mommy,
Would still want to hug me.

I can't do a wrong,
I can't speak at all,
Or else I'm locked up,
All day long.

When I'm awake,
I'm all alone,
The house is dark,
My folks aren't home.

When my mommy does come home,
I'll try and be nice,
So maybe I'll just get,
One whipping tonight.

I just heard a car,
My daddy is back,
From Charlie's bar

I hear him curse,
My name is called,
I press myself,
Against the wall.

I try to hide,
From his evil eyes,
I'm so afraid now,
I'm starting to cry.

He finds me weeping,
Calls me ugly words,
He says its my fault,
He suffers at work.

He slaps and hits me,
And yells at me more,
I finally get free,
And run to the door.

He's already locked it,
And I start to bawl,
He takes me and throws me,
Against the hard wall.

I fall to the floor,
With my bones nearly broken,
And my daddy continues,
With more bad words spoken.

'I'm sorry!', I scream,
But it's now much to late,
His face has been twisted,
Into a unimaginable shape.

The hurt and the pain,
Again and again,
Oh please God,
have mercy!
Oh please let it end!

And he finally stops,
And heads for the door,
While I lay there motionless,
Sprawled on the floor.

My name is Chris,
I am three,
Tonight my daddy,
Murdered me.

And you can help,
Sickens me to the soul,
If you read this,
And don't pass it on

I pray for your forgiveness,
You would have to be,
One heartless person,
Not to be affected,
By this Poem.

And because you ARE affected,
Do something about it!
So all I ask you to do,
Is pass this on!

IF YOU ARE AGAINST CHILD ABUSE!
Post this as 'Daddy ... It hurts'

If you do not send this to everyone you know
Then you obviously don't care about child abuse

Why is it So Hard...?

... to find a decent clip of Sasuke speaking? =o_o;= I mean, I just spent SOOOO much time just trying to find one tiny decent clip of Sasuke for my voice meme and all that comes up are a bunch of bogus links and whatnot. DO THESE PEOPLE HAVE NOTHING BETTER TO DO?! DX I mean, it'd be fine if I was looking for a laugh, but when I'm looking for something serious, it's really annoying. I found one, but now I'm thinking, I should've just looked for a young version of Sasuke instead... The voices are the same, but he just doesn't get as worked up in Shippuden. Plus, I didn't want to use a ref from an episode I haven't watched yet, cuz that'd spoil it for me.

Now Most of my day is gone and I start classes tomorrow and I didn't get much time to do what I wanted! Where the HELL did my day go?! DX

Not like I'm not looking forward to classes tomorrow, but I hate wasting the last day of Summer vacation when the time is so precious... orz Well, it's out of the way, I guess I'll go wash the clothes and stuff. =-_-;= I'll just replace it later if I feel like it... Sorry to rant. Well, no, not entirely, but sorry if my rant has bothered you guys XD;;

... I want to get home quickly tomorrow XD Which is highly likely since it's the first day. *nod nod* I'm going to go draw for a bit before I go soak in the tub X3 I need to learn how to multitask and prioritize XD;;

Oh, but before I go, how is the school year starting for you guys? =3 Ja ne, minna san! =D *waves*

Dude, it's Here =o_o=

Tomorrow will be my first official day of classes... Today's the first day of school, but I have no Monday classes =eue= *younger brothers glare at her in the background* X3

And the first class I have is the animation class. Boss! =D Though since it's the first week, nothing much will happen. At least not on the first day of each class. Mostly look at the syllabus and go over the rules and such X3 Standard procedure and whatnot.

There' one book I haven't gotten in the mail, yet and if it doesn't show up today, I have to contact the people and shake 'em down XD I mean... Let them know I'm missing my order X3;;

Today, I must relax and prepare... I shall take a short nap then maybe wash a load or two of clothes. I'm also waiting on an email from a professor, so I might get that today. Oh gosh, I can't believe it's my last year XD;;

Well, not much else to say (I hope I like my professors XD;;) SO I'll leave it here =3 Ja, Mata ne~

=o_o=

... Just thought I'd post to say, I'm still here... Things are... difficult at the moment. We're going through a bit of frustration. Mostly bcause Dad's memory is still messed up. Also, he's stubborn and didn't want to take his pills...

I got upset earlier today. My mind is somewhat tired. I just lost my train of thought, there was something I was going to say. Ahh... Well it's like that. It's making it difficult for me to make any preparations for going to have a meeting about my senior project. I think if I get a full night's sleep, and there are no complications tomorrow, I can put the stuff down on paper. Right now, I would like to rest, but I can't go to sleep without brushing my teeth and my brother's in the bathroom.

So yeah... I feel like doing absolutely nothing at the moment, so I'm hoping I will get back to myself after a good night's rest. How are you all doing?

I shall go. I think I'll watch an episode of Naruto Shippuden in the meantime. Mata ne.

Why is it That...?

... I've lost 2 subscribers? orz *sobsob*

I've noticed that occasionaly I'd have one less subscriber, but I've grown quite attached to all of them especially since I've hit 100... I'm a little wary that it might drop below that and I'll be back to the double digits... *megasobsob*

On another note, karaoke was fun yesterday. X3 Went to Mitsuwa first... I'm intimidated by the food court... I would like to order something, but I'm a-scared to. XD;; So I usually wind up not eating or maybe getting something at the bakery. Since my friend gave me some of her fries, I didn't go to the bakery this time... I was still somewhat full from eating pizza before I left, but I should have gotten some spinach-bacon pan before I left just in case I got hungry... That's why you get headaches you idjiot! XD *smacks self* Lolol I also discovered the soft-drink, Calpico. It's very tasty P= ~<3 I tried strawberry flavor... I think I'll try the aloe flavor next, just because I want to be unusual XD;;

I'm still rather tired, since I didn't get to bed until 2 and I had to wake up at around 6am since my mother was taking my brothers out to practice driving the expressway... And later she wants us to go to our grandparents' houses. So if I'm not up by 10, then I'll probably have to wait until we get back before I upload at PGR =P I also wanted to use today to hammer out some ideas for my new senior project. I got the general idea approved, I just need to pick a plot and get to work on storyboarding. X3 This one'll be much easier I will say, but I won't give full details until I have the whole thing approved with the professor~ I'm happy that I got the original idea approved with one of the more laid-back professors because I don't have to feel so nervous about changing it... XD *exhales*

... I've discovered that my typing has gotten somewhat faster... Even though I don't technically use the traditional form of typing where you keep your hands on the middle row... I just let my hands wander over the keyboard as they please... Granted, that makes me have more typos, but it works for me. When I know what I'm going to say and don't think about it, my hands just kind of do the wwork for me... And now typing just got harder for me because I'm thinking about the fact that I'm typing faster XD Lololol I'm happy though, I used to think that because I didn't want to do it the conventional way that I wouldn't be able to type fast enough XD We're past the days where we have to use typewriters for everything, but typing fast has its own advantages...

I ranted a lot more than I thought I was going to... when I start talking it all just comes spilling out... hence a rant XD; Lol I'll leave it here and go get some more rest, but not before I say one thing. And that is... I really love all you guys! XD A lot of you take the time to read through these rants and commetn on my fanart and stuff and for that, I really want to and have to say thank you from the bottom of my heart! X3 *grabs you all in a massive bear hug*

That's all for this rant. Mata ne, minna-san!~