I have this insatiable desire to do something... I've had this desire for a while now, but it's been stronger. Now I can't really hold back on it anymore. (Get your minds out of the gutter, perverts! It's not that kind of urge! XD)
You all may see the result of this desire put into action... you may not... For now, it's a secret =^_~= But I'll give you a hint. It's something I've talked about doing before, but said I wasn't going to do before something else was done. However, acting upon this urge will break the promise that I made before. I kinda don't care, though. I want to do this as soon as possible so it will be out in the open and of the way. The contract that I made before shall become null and void upon the updation of this new endeavor.
So, slower than your educators have done... Clearer than your parents could have done... Let me be your News Flash! X3 I love Zed. =^_^= But choosing between Zed and Rudy is difficult... Oh, I'm talking about Wild Arms--Alter Code: F. (Just so you know, this has nothing to do with the aforementioned "endeavor...") They both have wonderful qualities... I wouldn't be able to choose... =O^O=
That's all for now. Hope I finish this endeavor so you all can finally know! =>w<=
I think I've decided what to do with Gunner. I am loathe to do so, but I may just make him the villain of the manga that I have to do for my senior project. I really like this random character that popped into my head one day... but the way he's developed seems to fit what I need him for... I wanted him to be a good guy, but for now, he'll need to be bad. I could always have him be good later... lol.
Also, I'm available for requests. I'd like a little something new to do other than possibly developing characters for my senior project. I can do sketch, lineart, or full color if you like. All I ask is that you give a little thought to what it is you want. It's a bit inconveniencing to say "I want you to draw something, but I don't know what I want." Going on a vague request is daunting... If you don't know right offhand, but know that you want me to draw something, send me a pm and we can work something out together.
Also, I'm supposed to be going to the Bahamas this July, but my passport hasn't come yet. I would think that's good news (I'm not too fond of the idea of going on a plane, since I've never been... not that I remember anyway.), but if I don't go, my grandma doesn't get a refund on her ticket. Well, she could if I were seriously ill or dead (I'm definitely not doing the latter! =o_O;=), but I don't think that can happen. So, I guess I have to suck it up for a week and go on vacation (everyone thinks I'm weird for not wanting to go... I guess I can see why). The tickets are also non-transferable, so I have to go after the passport's arrived. I had been thinking lately that a vacation might be very nice, I always draw better in a different venue. It's just the airplane thing that I'm worried about, but I'm also excited about it. Being on a plane for a few hours, I can do nothing but draw (and the free food! I think...) so I look forward to that aspect. I have to keep a vicious hunter's instinct about me to keep my artwork safe though. As a rule, I always keep it on my person if I take it with me. Since laptop bags are allowed, I think I may put it in there. Though, I should leave my laptop at home (nooo! Lappy! =TT_TT= Yes... I named it. lol).
Well, I should stop here before this post becomes a novel. Sayonara for now!
I like the internet too much to stay away for that long. I'll probably be on, but I'll wind up getting off if I get too tired from the medication. I'll be loooooopy! X3 Plus, I also wanna talk to my new guy friend. =^_^= I shouldn't say it with a smile like that since he's taken, but I waited 3 years to work up the courage to say something to this guy and were finally talking. I'm happy about it, taken or not. I just have ignore whatever happens to him as a bf to another girl, that's all, but still keeping in mind that anything more than friendship is out of the question.
Well, I've got the artistic spark, so I'm off to do some drawing and/or coloring. Ta-ta!
I got back from the doctor's today. I'll be taking pain relievers, nasal spray, and muscle relaxant for my tense shoulder and neck and congestion. The relaxants are supposed to be taken at night because they'll make me extremely drowsy and loopy. :/ Even now, though, I'm getting dizzy from the nasal spray... I'm very prone to dizzyness...
I made a "How well do you know me?" quiz on my facebook because a friend (also a bit of a crush, but he has a gf =;_;=) made one. Surprisingly, I got 4 out of 10 right on his and I didn't think I'd do that well. I'm wondering how people will do on it... COme to think of it, I forgot to send out the challenges so maybe I should do that before I get offline.
I'll be doing some drawing in the time that I'm not on. I may come on occassionally, but I guess I can't be on late for a couple weeks... =TT_TT= That's my best time to be on! Well, at least my spark is back and I have a couple ideas of what I want to draw and put up.
See you all in two weeks if not sooner! I miss theo already... (I don't think I should let my email go for 2 weeks, tho or the horoscopes will back up D:)
◘ Starting time:
** 1:57 am
** Kitty =^w^=
◘ What are you wearing right now?
** Kitty Pajama pants, pajama tank, & black button-up sweater
◘ Where do you live?
◘ Favorite Numbers:
** 13, 53, 2113
◘ Favorite Drinks:
** water, Arizona Green Tea (and NOT the diet stuff! =>.<=)
◘ Favorite Months:
** June, August, October
◘ Favorite Breakfast?
** Egg, meat and cheese sammich =OwO=
------ Have You Ever ------
◘ Been in a bath tub:
** Yep yep
◘ Swam in the sea
** Nope, never been next to sea...
◘ Fallen asleep in school:
** Of course, but I was inconspicuous =^_~=
◘ Fell off your chair:
◘ Saved e-mails:
** I think so...
------ What is ------
◘ Your room looks Lyk?
** It was messy, but I just recently cleaned it... Average?
◘ What is the last thing you ate
** Cherry pie filling topped with Honey and Whipped Cream
------ Ever Had ------
◘ Chicken pox:
** Yes, it was itchy, but maybe the worse part was when the bumps stated falling off... =o_O;=
◘ Sore throat:
◘ Broken nose:
** Not unless I was unconcious the whole time... =^_^;=
---- Do You ------
◘ Believe in love at first sight?
** I think so...
------ Who ------
◘ Who was the last person you danced with?
** My ex... don't wan' think abou' that...
------ Final Questions ------
◘ What are you listening to right now?
** World End (Flow) (Code Geass R2 opening theme) =^_^=
◘ What did you do today?
** Slept till noon, pulled up lillies, Played Wild Arms: Alter Code F, Took a long shower/bath, waited for my bro to get back from prom
◘ Hate someone in your family?
** Don't think it's hate... annoyance maybe...
◘ Diamond or pearl?
** I've never played a Pokemon game before, so both...? (and if we're talkin' gems... er... diamond? =o.O=)
◘ Are you the Eldest?
◘ Indoors or outdoors?
** Both for different ocassions... but mostly indoors
------ Today did you ------
◘ Talk to someone you love?
◘ Kiss anyone?
** I wish... that'll have to wait till next week =^_~=
◘ Get sick?
** I've recently recovered being sick =^_^=
◘ Talked to an ex:
** We have nothing to say to each other anymore =-~-=
◘ Miss someone:
** The person I plan on kissing soon...? =o.o=
------ Random ------
◘ Have a crush on someone?
** Currently? Maybe. I had a crush, but he had a gf. Now I'm getting to know a new friend =^_^= Maybe thigns'll work with him?
◘ Do you Sleep with stuffed animals?
** Occassionally my Sage (white tiger)
◘ Favorite location
** bedroom, Borders, Game Stop
◘ Danced a slow dance with someone you love?
** not really
◘ Ever liked someone you didn't have a chance with?
** Definitely! (refer to aformentioned crush question)
◘ You lonely right now?
** At this very momet I don't feel lonely, though I have in general lately
◘ What time is it now?