I'm just copying and pasting what I put on my my-O page:
Yeah, I didn't get to go. It was very touch and go, too.
Well, we were all going to go bowling Thursday, but then Brat tells me she can't go because her mom's taking her out and that was the only day she could do it. Then I thought I couldn't go because it was supposed to be the three of us, but then decided mayb I should take advantage of the situation and still meet More (the guy she works with). That was okay by him, but then when I told my mom about it, she instantly said no. I was upset about that (by this time, I had already sent a message telling More to move it to another day). I went back and talked to my mom and managed to compromise (it wasn't really a compromise because I had planned to do what she wanted in the first place) she wasn't comfortable with me hanging otu with someone I'd never met (or more appropriately that she'd never met), and that he'd have to come inside so she could meet him. So once that smoothed over, there was still the matter of the message I sent saying to call it off. He asked me if I was sure and said that we could do something closer to my home if distance was an issue so long as I felt comfortable (aw...). So we made plans to go to the Showplace.
So the moment of truth... I'm waiting for him to show up and I'm all ready to go see something funny or cool or whatever. And after I had waited for 30 minutes, Brat calls me and tells me he couldn't go because his mom found out about a speeding ticket he got and wouldn't let him borrow the car. I believed that (could happen to anyone), but I was disappointed to not go after getting hyped up about it.
*sigh* It's a curse. I'm not going to give up all hope or anything, it's just a little irritating that this sort of thing hapens all the time. Plus, I wanted to get out and do something fun. And I wanted to finally meet this More guy. There's always next time.
Well, it's late, so I'll be stopping here. Ja Mata Ne.
Well, he says we should get together and do something soon. =^_^= I hope we can, I'd like to meet him and see if he's really as cute and cool in person as Brat says he is. =^w^= Wish meh luck, though I won't really hope for luck because I'm not to worried. I'm not trying to sound conceited, but I mean I just feel cool about the whole thing... Am I making sense? =o.o=
I'll be doing a T-shirt design for one of my classes. Well two. It's our first main project. I have a pretty good idea of how I want one to look, but we have to do some sketches beore we can really get going.
Sorry, I haven't been working on FTL or anything. At the moment I'm trying to get over a candle induced headache. Earth hour is fine and all, but I shouldn't have tried to read manga by candle-light... =-.-"=
That'll be all for now. Usually I rant more about my personal problems on my-O, since it's more like a diary than anything. Ja Mata Ne. =^_^=
I'm going to make this thing I went through short:
1. Had a crush on this guy since freshman year (college) (I'm a junior now)
2. This year, I've started talking to him
3. Asked him to hang out over Spring Break
4. Found out from a friend that he has a gf
5. Now in obscurity
That's pretty much what I went through over the past couple of days. I didn't feel like going into too much detail today.
Also, I'm working on my entry for Blue-chan's "The Silver Moth" contest. It's drawn and scanned, so now I need to color it. The deadline for the contest is April 15 (no exceptions!). If you want more details and would like to participate go to Blue-chan's contest world to find out about it.
I got Photoshop CS2 and discovered a few stamp patterns, so I'd like to try a few out.
Also, it seems today is my four year anniversary for being an otaku member. =^_^= It's been that long, huh? I didn't prepare anything special, though. Gee... Well, next year it'll be 5 and maybe I can do something big for that, huh? =^_^=
Well I'm going back into my Spring Break obscurity (I'm not really depressed, just a little sad and I feel kinda stupid...) and work on my contest entries and manga stuffs... I need to flesh out my portfolio for one of my classes, so it'll be like killing two birds with one stone.
Night people. Find love now, ya hear? =o.O=
I'm getting more pages of FTL done bit by bit... I don't think anything new is going to come up for the class that I'm in right now, so I think I can do a little inking on the pages I have drawn. I know... it would make more sense to continue as I was and update them as they get finished, right? Eh, well it's just me wanting to get things done. I'll work faster if I feel like people are waiting for it. If I update a few pages, I'll feel like people are appeased and get a little lazy... =~w~= Ahaha
I watched episodes 1-3 of PaniPoni Dash! and have 2 episodes of something called "Shounen Onmyouji" that I have yet to watch.
I got a little laid-back after fuinishing this one big assignment for one class and forgot that there are assignments due every week after that... =~v~= Ahaha... Gotta get crackin...
Alrighty, until next post!
I was wrong... Integra-sama, isn't a guy... =TT_TT= I'm so upset! They made me fall for the character... only to miraculously change it into a woman! =TTDTT= And if that weren't bad enough, I was left of in a bad place where they BLED HER BODY DRY!!! Well... I don't really know if she's dead yet, but DON'T DIE INTEGRA-SAMA!!! DI
I was going to update a couple of V-Day things, but I won't be able to put them all up tonight. Maybe just a card or two, once I make them...
I saw the first four episodes of D.Gray-man. I'm not sure if I like it or not, yet. I mean, I want to see more, but it feels like there's something missing... I also got the first episode of PaniPoni Dash! but I haven't watched it yet. I may also go for Haruhi and Scryed, if they have it.
Enjoy your Singles Awareness Day (ironically, I just noticed, that spells S-A-D... =o.o= Ah...! No need to think that way though... it doesn't suck all that much to be single. =^_^= We can do it if we put our minds to it! *babbles more nonsense....*) Until next time. (INTEGRA-SAMA!!! WHY?!?! XO why cuoldn't you be male...? It's such a crime for a woman to have such a hot face... *sob* Now I can't pry myself away so easily... I still follow Integra-sama to the ends of the Earth!!! She's a fit and noble leader... with a bad temper. Why did she have to look like a hot guy?!?!?! Uwaaaaah! =TToTT=)<--You don't have to read all that, but by now, you probably did, didn't you? =o.o= Have a good day! =^v^;= Ahaha...
I really do. I want to draw something and put it up. It's been a little slow around the-O because most of the stuff that I read hasn't been updated lately and I haven't been doing any updating... I've been looking at more fanart and cards lately, though. I hope I can get there soon. Maybe I'll draw right now since I'm done with my Animation labs for the week. =^_^=
I also got several more songs for Gurren Lagann, Hellsing and Honey and Clover. I love Suneohair's song "Waltz" and as far as the anime goes, it's a very sweet storyline so far. But I'm REALLY loving Gurren Lagann! I'm such a Viral Fangirl! = >w< = I LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVE VIRAL!!! XD (DAISUKI!!!) If I ever met Viral in real life, I'd never let him go! Heh. =^_^= He was just plain awesome from the get-go! I liked him to begin with, but now that everyone's 7 years older, he's just FULL-ON HAWT! =~v~= *melts* Plus his theme song is kick-arse! X3 I wanted to get that one song that plays in the bg of most episodes where they go "Ro, ro, fight the powah!" And I sorta did, but it's the version where there's some operatic singing in between. I want the inspirational version (at least it sounds inspirational...)
Also, I've been getting Hellsing. Integral-sama is amazing. I was trying to debate between whether or not he was male or female (he has such a soft, feminine voice... plus the long hair... which is to DIE for!) I finally decided that he was a he. I made the right decision. =^_^= He's kinda cold, though. Still hawt, though. =^_^= (but my heart belongs to Viral! XD)
I made a longer post than I originally thought I would. Guess I love Gurren Lagann. X3 Sayonara, minna-san!