Hello there. =^^= Kitty here. Welcome to my site. Feel free to look around. Please read my rants and comment if you have the time. Also, keep an eye out for any manga or fanart updates. If you'd like to chat, feel free to pm me. I'd be happy to talk. Enjoy. =^^=
Other than that, if you don't mind my rants, then read on.
Keep an eye out here for any update on the Mystery Mini-Project I'm working on. If you figure out what it is I'm going to be doing, you're welcome to speculation, I won't confirm or deny any theories until the right time =3 Thanks for your support~! =D
Testing this feature here. Since theO doesn't seem to support the default embed I was given, I've finagled it a little so it will show here. This image will take you to a button that takes you to the page XD
When I saw Japan eating a whole bunch, for some reason, it made me think of Hiro the Mightyena XD and I think Abbie could be in Italy's place XD lol <3 I'm somewhat thinkin maybe lux would be Germany, but maybe not XD;; Anywho, yeah~! Enjoy! X3
Since Krokun did the most AWESOME fanart EVOR, I decided to clip out Abbie and make Kro-chan's version of him my avi =3 I made some adjustments so he'd stand out more. Hope you don't mind, Kro-chan! Many hugs and kisses! X3
And if you haven't seen Kro's AWESOME fanart "Hot Halloween" GO THERE NOW! XD
Just very tired. Felt a little bad on Wednesday so I stayed home... Still had a slight temp, even though it went down today. Went to classes and was very drained, but managed to make it through. Crashed when I got home and woke up at midnight... yikes...
Dunno... Guess I shall take this rare chance to play a video game.
If you haven't already noticed (which, if I've been chattin with you, you already have XD), comments are back! Yaaaay~ *attempts to flail, but is too tired* ... =~v~;=
Anywho, yay~ And I'm feeling better from before. One of my guy friends IM'd me to see what was wrong and he wound up getting an earful of emo chatter =>v<;;= Lololol But I felt better, also, I found a hack for WMP 12 so I could use the mini player feature again. God bless the hackers XD I kinda wish I was a hacker myself so I could help someone, but I'd need to be SUPER smart for that, and frankly, I don't want to deal with all the math and algorithms involved to hack something XD;; Though if I get reincarnated, I hope I'm a smexy hacker =eue= Lol XD
Also, trying to catch up on homework and whatnot =~u~= My guy friend admitted something I was pretty much aware of. He said "I had a thing for you a few months back..." although at that time, I was hesitating because I'd been holding out for another guy, plus a friend of mine was saying he's just a player and had flirted with her. I think she was half joking. I've known him since high school (then again, there was another guy I knew since high school and things turned out somewhat unfavorably then... urgh, don't want to think about it too much...), so he seems harmless enough to a degree... Although I don't hang with him much so *shrugs* I hate thinking about things too much. I said we would hang out and whatnot, since we'd been out of touch for a bit. It's weird to think about it, since I did have a small crush on him back in high school, but he didn't really seem interested... now it's feels like the situation's flipped... I feel like a jerk, but I can't liike every guy that likes me... well that also sounded really jerkish... Why can't you please everyone? ;orz
... I lost my train of thought... I hate it, but I feel somewhat romantically numb atm... Or perhaps that's just feeling relaxed from last night's bath? I would like to take things as they come, but I want to punch myself for the way my mind works... I seem to like guys that don't like me, or in some way it wouldn't work out, and I can't usually seem to like guys that like me... or... I don't know... ;orz I forgot how I phrased it, but someone's always getting hurt, isn't it? ;;OTZ I hope I figure out some kind of solution soon... Or at least feel secure with the way things are... Or rather... I dunno... One of the main reasons I'm even going through all this is because I keep thinking about one guy in particular, but I don't think he sees me in the same way, or even if he does, it would probably be better if we stayed friends because he's a good guy I'd like to keep around for a while and I feel that it'd be almost certain our friendship would be ruined if we went out or something...
I... lack confidence in myself... I can't seem to think of why people like me... I'm not trying to put myself down when I say this, but... I'm honestly confused... Maybe it has something to do with the fact that I was rejected from a circle of girls in kindergarten because I thought they were forming a circle of girl's wearing "Barney" shoes when they actually said "Barbie" shoes and the main girl told me to get out of the circle... *sigh* Perhaps I feel and enhanced sense of rejection or something. Perhaps I feel as though I never belonged in the first place... *rubs chin* Hm... It's my last year of college, so perhaps I should join a club... Although I'm a bit lazy, but if I want something, I have to make the effort if I feel it's worth it...
Lol XD And all that after saying I as feeling better XD;; This is what happens when I type my train of thought... XD;;; Oh well *shrugs* I'll just see how things go. =P Ja mata, minna-san =^_^=
To reply to all those comments right now... orz It's been a long day...
Trying to make sure my Microsoft Word was properly working... Trying to log onto the wireless network at school, but still having issues... Trying to do some of my Japanese workbook, especially since I missed the last class... Finding out this guy I've been flirting with is engaged... ;;OTZ That really depressed me...
I'm glad it's the weekend. If I can manage to get motivated, I might be able to catch myself up on my homework... I don't feel pressured yet... Probably because I haven't really ascertained how much needs to be done... Or maybe I just don't care. I know I don't care right now, since I'm tired.
Fortunately, most of my problems were solved throughout the day... Once I'm caught up, I might feel like I can breathe a bit easier... *sigh* I hate thinking about romance, sometimes... but I do love the angst in stories... XD; I'll feel more like I have genki once I've gotten a full night's sleep. One step at a time... Though I'm frustrated about my romantic situation... *sigh* I wouldn't say I'm in a state of "OMG I'm so emo, the world is ending!" ... More like, "Crap, this really sucks... =o_o;=" and maybe a little overly dramatic sobbing XD
I can't even think straight right now... Things are just bleh X3;; I think I'll head to bed early tonight and just take a breather. *nods* Ja... Mata ne *slumps to bed*