Going to the Bahamas

Well, I leave this Saturday for the Bahamas (well, first Orlando, then from there, Bahamas). I know I'm going to be super nervous about going on a plane for the first time.

I'm also thinking about an old classmate fom high school that I'd recently been talking to/flirting with online. We hung out on Monday, and I had a pretty good time. I think somewhere when I managed to make eye contact for the 15th time I might be falling a bit... Now I can't stop thinking about him... =TT_TT= We were supposed to hang out today (technically yesterday), but things happened to cancel the plans... I wonder if maybe I might've done something to come on too strong? Or maybe my love karma isn't straight... Who knows? I wanted to see him before I left, but I guess I'll have to go an entire week and then some suffering in paradise. lol =^_^= Too bad that it has to happen so close to the date... I'm going to feel like crap for the next day or two depending on what happens in between now and then. All I've been thinking is... it's probably too soon to tell him I like him, even though I had a small crush on him in high school... *sigh* I can only pray that things go in the right direction for once considering my love life. I get tired of tiny pieces of my heart breaking off with each disappointment.

On a lighter note, there'll be plenty of lovely water to look at and swim in. And I get my own room at the villa. I'm not going there for love, just because I may not get another chance. It's too late now to say I won't be tagging along... Non-refundable airline ticket... *shrugs* Not that I would now...

Hopefully it will be a nice fun time and we'll all make it there and back home safely and with all our stuff intact. =^_^= See you guys in over a week, as I will not be bringing my laptop =;_;= Happy trails! *puts on sunglasses* I'm goin' sunbathin'! XD

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