I am... I've been up till 3 or 4 in the morning for the past 4 days, now... Thankfully, I uploaded the next part of MotP on Gijinka Tails already, so my main concern for staying up is done. XD
I've realized I wasted a lot of time... not on the stuff (like artwork) I've been doing lately, I don't regret that XD But I had been saying I need to start on my Senior Project this summer so that it can be done by the time the semester starts and I could work out any extra stuff by the end of the Spring semester. However, I haven't even started my brainstorming like I said. Why do I keep procrastinating? It's just as easy as sitting down and writing a few things... Alright, I've decided. by the end of Monday, I'll have started on brainstorming this thing. I'll try my best to work on it every day and maybe do some storyboarding next weekend. Also, I'll try typing up the plotline to keep myself on track. I've said this, so I'm going to try not the stray from it. I procrastinate, WAY too much. At the very least if I get started now, I won't be panicking about not doing anything. XD I don't get why I panick about not doing it, when I'm clearly doing other things or just sitting there... *fail* orz I'll be able to work better once I've gotten a foothold. It might just mean that I have to forego other things I wanted to do, like the big manga contest on dA. I had a really good idea for that, too... Well, maybe I'll evolve somehow this summer XD I would love ot be more productive, but I'm not ntirely sure how one achieves that... I'm rather laid-back in my actions, but my mind is always worrying about something. Well, I've worried less nowadays, thanks to a friend of mine who's helped me open up a bit. However, I can't be too laid back. Seeing as how it's already July, I'd kinda realized that time's really passing by quick. Damn... at this rate, my summer's gonna be over, too. OTL
Well, that's all. I'd better get to sleep so I won't be a zombie tomorrow. Ja Mata...
