Argh..!

I couldn't finish cleaning my room yesterday orz I got the bookshelf up, though. When I was sorting some stuff I was gonna throw out, I hit my elbow on the metal stand that sticks out from my bed's box spring... really hard. =>A<;= I had to stop for the night because I couldn't move my arm without it hurting. Thankfully, because I iced it, heated it, rubbed it down, then wrapped it, it's now better at 99% However... my toe's slightly swollen because all the walking around I did made the nail rub into the skin and... yeah... orz So it's pretty tender.

When I tried to go to sleep, I just spent 3 hours tossing and turning and getting up because I was worrying ove some things. College stuff, mostly. That and the fact that I was worrying about how I needed to sleep, since today, we had to go to my grandparents to pick up my brother's new/old pickup XD Grandpa didn't need it anymore, so it now belongs to my younger bros... more or less XD But since they only have permits, I had to drive our other car back behind them. =vuv=

I hope my advisor sends me a reply email back really soon... I am trying to get my major changed to "gaming and animation" rather than "graphic design." If it's not going to affect the classes I needed to take too much, then I'm definitely doing it, since animation and games are closer to what I'd really want to be doing. I find I don't actually have the mindset for graphic design... =ono= a little too late in the game, but if all goes well, better late than never XD

Also, I discovered something else rather late... I picked the wrong thing for my senior project... =o_o;= It's not that I don't like making manga, but the way I chose it was in a hurry because I needed to pick something in time for Pre-Senior presentations at the time. And all this time, I was wondering why I couldn't get anything done on it. It hit me yesterday: I had no real desire to do what I had chosen. I chose to do a mystery story because I figured I'd challenge myself, but I know next to nothing about mysteries and I never took the time to do the research. This is dangerously close to the deadline, unless I want to postpone graduating until next fall, but I don't think that'd be good, since I'm going for a year longer than originally anticipated. If I can (EXTREMELY hopefully...) talk to whichever professor is in charge of that, I can get thigns straight and maybe get some advice on what I can do. I feel like he/she would tell me it's rather late to be doing this. I freakin' realize that myself which is why I'm freakin' out a bit orz But if I get it changed to what I have in mind, I feel like I could get more done faster than I could do a manga. Cross your fingers and pray for me, guys, that I'm able to get things straight so I can have my senior project ready to go by the end of Spring so I can graduate... Either that, or hope I win the lottery so it won't matter whether or not I have enough money for another semester! XD Lol

I know things will work out in the end... it's just gonna be a little rocky until I get things straight. Don't think I'm crazy =ono;= Well... it may be a bit crazy, but let's face it, they don't care about how good my art is or if the story is awesome... They just want to see a well-done application of the skills I've picked up while learning at their establishment orz Haha... I wish I figured this out at last a month ago X3 Not much I can do but the best I can.

That's all for my rant... I wonder if I'll feel like finishing my room tonight? XD I'll try to color that art trade after a nap... I've made Shayde-kun wait long enough ;orz Ahaha, Mata ne X3

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