Sometimes I Wonder...

If some of the people I meet irl might be people I know here on theO. XD;; Not that I'd ask anyone to verify or anything. I know at least 2 ppl on here that I know irl, though.

But like, what if you did something and it indirectly cause something for that person irl, then you still talked to them online without knowing you were the cause of there problems? That would be really weird, don't you think? I worry about stuff like that, sometimes...

I also worry that maybe someone would get annoyed by me for becoming friendly with someone else... It's not like I can really please everyone, but I'm definitely not looking to make any enemies... Not that anything like that has happened, to my knowlegde, but I kinda worry about things like that...

I also wonder... what if around the time you decide to stop caring about whether or not a person likes you is the time that person starts liking you, though you're not sure how to handle it? I know when I feel like maybe someone might like me, I get crazy, so I'm not going to really do much... Or rather, I'll try not to go crazy. However, I think that it would be bad to expect a guy to do verything if he were interested, so I feel like, if the timing were right, I could ask him out on a date or something. Nothing too official, just something to set a spark. X3 Cuz, being female, I have those "crazy female urges" that make me want to turn everything into a relationship. XD Lol, no just kidding, but I should try to lighten up, even if I'm not quite used to "the dating game" since I never really tried casually dating, before... I tend to get attached, being a romantic and all... Blah blah blahh blahablah BLAH BLAH BLAH, hey, are you guys listening to me? =o_O;=

Lol, anywho, yeah, I've once again ranted. If I ever do anything to wrong anyone, I apologize sincerely because I'm not trying to hurt anyone or anything... just in case me being me actually hurts anyone directly or indirectly... I've been working at becoming a better person, but that doesn't mean I won't still hurt people... I don't think I've hurt anyone, recently, but if I have, I'm sorry. =;_;=

That's all for now. Mata ne =/;;

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