I realize that in addition to not updating much artwork, I haven't been posting much lately, either...
Just thought I'd say, I'm still here and ok. A little hungry X3 Lol I'm so anxious for Thanksgiving vacation! D= We get Wednesday and after off, so I'll only have to go to class one day that week! =D *dances*
Tomorrow I'm going with some friends to the Haunted Hayride down south, then perhaps to IHOP afterwards =3 I think there's going to be about 20 of us. I'm glad that one particular person is going to be there, but he prolly won't go along to IHOP because he's also got a party to go to that day =( Better than nothing, though, we are in his hometown, anyway XD Yesterday, I asked him what he thought of me (I was urged by one of my guy friends to do so... Event though he was interested somewhat). His response was awkward and didn't really seem like an answer, but I still felt like a weight was lifted off my shoulders to say something. I think that was probably the first time I've brought up something face to face with a guy I like. Whether or not things will change, I have no idea, but don't think it really changes anything other than getting things out in the open. =P Well, I'll have ot wait and see what happens.
I'm so bored with school already =/ I wanna graduate... X| Then again, what awaits me ont he other side of that, I don't quite know... orz *sigh* I can only hope I head in a good and fun direction and life will be satisfying even if it might be hard sometimes. Love, I know not what awaits. Happiness, I hope for. A spark in my life I would like now to disperse the slump I am in.
Also, I really wish/hope/pray that my dad's condition will improve. Ever since Grandma passed away, he hasn't been the same. His short term memory got worse and he forgot some details that should've been in his long term memory as well. It's difficult to just get him out of bed in the morning sometimes to take his medication. I want him to accept his mother's passing even if it would be difficult, and have it stick so he can move on with his life. Sometimes it's like dealing with a child, and that saddens me. I wish I knew what to do. Worse case scenario, he would have to be out in a home. I don't really wanna just dump him off to make things easier for us, but it's difficult to manage home/work/school life when he keeps forgetting important things and is stubborn about taking his medication... *sigh* I don't know what to do. It's a bad combination of circumstance plus his personality. He didn't talk much about what he was really feeling and he didn't even like taking medication before this, but he did it because he knew he needed to. And now, he expects us to do everything for him. It's rude, because even if it's more difficult for him to get up, he's capable of walking places and doing things himself. "Do this, do that" it ticks me off sometimes. I'm not a maid. =ene= *sigh*
Why is it when I go to post with no intention of typing a lot, it turns into a rant, anyway? =>_>;= I don't even feel satisfied typing all that... ;orz Now I've tired myself out *flops* And this post started so positive, too... =;~;=
I'll end it here, then. Ja ne, minna-san. =@.@=
