alright i reckon i'ma update my intro and such hmmm lets see ahh yes to clear some things up about my art work i do reference when i draw just thought i'd clear that up

ah yes i guess i could throw out some of my fave anime/manga while i'm at it xD, although, please keep in mind that i've not watched much anime or read much manga so my faves are limited by what i've seen and read ^^

Fave Anime are as follows: Basilisk, Bleach, Ai Yori Aoshi, Loveless, NOIR

Fave Manga are as follows: Angel Sanctuary, Chrono Crusade, Basilisk, Elfen Lied, Maid Sama!, Grand Guignol Orchestra, Vampire Knight, Air Gear!, Bloody Monday, GodChild, DeathNote

Requests: Closed

Art Trades: closed

sorry but both are closed at the moment when i do decide to take requests again i'll change this and let everyone know but for now it'll be like that ^_^

alright i guess i'm done with this intro thingy lol laterz folksies

Love Tension - 4Minute

updated 9-18-2012

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How do you deal with life when you are never happy anymore?

I keep telling myself that it will get better...that he actually cares about me, but with each passing day, it's getting hadree and harder to stay positive about it

...

that feeling when your best friend/lover practically becomes a stranger.....

le sigh

Sometimes I just wish this life would end.......

tired....

i am so tired of trying for him....all i want to do is just ball up and cry....it's exhausting trying to be your best for someone when they don't even recognize what you are doing for them......i go without sometimes, so he can have what he needs.....

-_-

people irritate me to no end, its ridiculous, i should just be a hermit and i wouldn't have to worry about such things anymore