- Created By Wakusei Aoshi
I read it...
I read it all...;3;
That last 3 volumes of Chocolat. I feel complete now....Not, really, I'm just kidding.
It was like a totally different manhwa...At some times I was like 'what am I reading? Who is this? This isn't E-soh, this isn't E-wan'...it was like their personalities switched.
I can understand now why it was hard for them to end it...I mean, how in the world could Kum-ji and E-wan possibly end up together if E-soh still likes her and Barbie's hanging around?
...But still...I prefer the wide open endings of Seiyuu Ka-! to this...though with Seiyuu Ka-!...still shouldn't have ended so quickly 'cause yeah, we know they like eachother and he somewhat confessed (not really) but there were other characters that liked Hime, how'd they deal with it?!
But the last 3 volumes should've just been one volume. It just got so...very Korean...I mean, very much like Korean dramas. SOMEBODY has to almost die...>3> Or a character has to have a dramatic change around...
Reading Chocolat makes me think about how great Kimi ni Todoke is. Wow. The art isn't perfect in either, but the writing in Kimi ni Todoke is to a different level.
Kimi ni Todoke, the manga, is and example of really well written manga. It's got a lot glittery tones and shoujo faces and whatever, but the writing itself is sooo correct. I can relate to it PERFECTLY. The pacing is very slow, which is actually good because...quick relationships really don't make any sense realistically...
Fast relationships...in real life...shouldn't happen.
I have friends in my class who are already getting married to a person they couldn't have known for more than 2 years. 2 years is enough to get to know a person, not to marry them.
I remember my friend making fun of my teacher because she was engaged to a guy for more than 10 years and just this year they got married. I think that's how it should go. Know them for 10 years, then you'll know if you want to spend the rest of your life with them.
One other thing...this is about shoujo manga...or most things about 'love'...
This really bothers me, though I think it's sweet and I'm all for reading manga where it happens...but blushing and your heart beating DOES NOT MEAN YOU ARE IN LOVE.
Count how many people that you've felt like that towards. Are you in love with all them? Are you so in love with them that you are willing to die for them? Or you so in love with them that not having them there is suffocating?
Well, then you're in love, but if not you just have a crush. It bothers me in manga where they wise person always explains to the person who doesn't understand what it is to love someone that they are in love with that person.
And then it all flows in the direction of love.
Is that realistic? No.
I don't remember which manga or drama or whatever (I have a feeling it was Meteor Garden, but things get all muddled with all other things I've watched), but they said something soooo very correct. You may feel head over heels for a person and completely absorbed in them, but then 4 years later you don't feel the same way because what you experienced was a crush.
I've never been in love, but I at least know when I have a crush. Well, actually that's not true. I've been in love with my cat...a very very deep love that hurts when I think that she's not here anymore...what hurts even more is that somebody who has lost somebody they've loved as much as I've loved my cat don't want to here a bit of my empathizing because the thing I loved was not human.
But enough of this...I seriously rant WAYYYYYYYYY too much....
Basically I'm just saying that I finished reading Chocolat, my first physically complete series...and now that that's done I can go onto other things and maybe do chap 3 or even 4 of Idolling. Chap 3 is a bit boring to me, but chap 4 is gonna be exciting! >:D
E-wan is waiting for Chocolat's story to end (so he can get Kumji and a happy ever after).
AMGASHHHHHH....TT^TT AMAZON YOU'RE SUCH A JERK!
First you tell me 2 day shipping...and now it's been way more than 2 days and NO PACKAGE! You gaiz said it'd be here today at 8:00 pm...but nope. Nowhere to be seen.
Why does this always happen with amazon...
No, it's just with shipping in general...
I buy things online that I want...and I really really want them or else I would not have bought them.
So waiting for it is painful...'cause I know I just spent money on it...;3; And I want it...like I wanted it when I bought it...
In otha newsss...Kimi ni Todoke...
OMIGOSH! Sawako and I gotta be best buddies! ;3; I feel like we are the same person...;w;
I just watched the last episode of the first season and she was explaining when she was a little kid and her hobbies included playing different games that usually include two people by herself.
AMGASH! Soooo did IIIIII! :D Except she doesn't have any siblings and I do...O.o;
But when I was little my hobbies included:
Boardgames by myself
Multiplayer video games by myself (I'd play with both controllers)
Drawing by myself (durrr)
Solitaire (this was a favourite because I rarely played games that were solo games...;3;)
Playing with Barbies by myself (I don't think anybody'd want to play with the stories I was using with them...Each story always had a dungeon where I put the babies...clearly I did not like babies)
Watching movies by myself (pretty norm, but I watched a TON of them)
Circus tricks by myself (I'd try and do circus tricks or run on the balance beam or something)
It's not really that I didn't want to play with somebody, I did, but I don't think anybody wanted to play with me. I'm a stubborn person so whatever I want to play I want to play and I will play even if I'm the only one doing it! >:[
Hrmmm...what else...what else...
Only one person told me she was afraid of me, and I don't know if there were any rumors of me, but besides all that I've always been a shy person like Sawako and I'm not very good in social situationsss...Having the same thinking as Sawako, even though it's extreme...Now I know I've been acting silly! XD
I'm like Sawako, but not as nice~! :D
I'm more shy becauseee...I'm a judgmental person...sometimes I think badly of people for small reasons, and then I become even more shy because what if I do those same things. Shouldn't I be hated then?
So I shouldn't be so judgmental...
At least, I think that's why I'm shy? I don't want to be hated...even though I easily hate others...'orz
ALERT ALERT!! RANT STARTING HERE! BEWARE! IT'S...A RANT...:D
Another difference/similarity is volunteering to do something nobody else wants to do. I only do things other people want to do, or go against the flow of the classroom. I don't know why I do this, I've always just suddenly wanted to disagree with people.
Like if everyone wants to sayyy play a prank on some person, I'll be the only one who wouldn't. On top of that I'd probably give it all away. Not sure why I do that.
Staying on that subject.
Since going against the current, or not playing along, etc. is apart of me...like my own sort of conscious...I've never thought of treason as a bad thing. I don't understand why it's wrong or why people get such huge penalties (death) for doing so.
In the case of Mr.Snowden...why is he seeking asylum in other countries? How is he being treasonous? If he's letting out information the government doesn't want people to know and disrupting something, then he's just being a twerp.
I can understand having a group of friends and one of them turns around and starts saying bad things about that group of friends and stops being friends with them, I understand it's hurtful, but sometimes that just happens.
By that just happens, I don't even know how to describe it. Being the type of person who WOULD do that...just leave it be and go on with your life.
I can also understand having sayy...in the middle of the war the opposing side gets information about how to wipe out your side because of somebody working for your side. I mean, it's hurtful and a jerky move...It also gives the other people paranoia...but you can become paranoid from everything. Trusting people is nice, but if you can't trust them, doesn't mean the other person should die.
Maybe it's this way...If you didn't want it to get out, then it shouldn't have been done. You shouldn't even be fighting a war in the first place. You shouldn't be doing pranks in the first place. Maybe the group of friends weren't treating each other equally.
I think the same way somebody would get a kick out of pranks I get a kick out of stopping them. Breaking things like that through betrayal is the easiest way to do that.
OKIE DOKIE! Sorry for the rant...I hope I somehow don't get in trouble for saying that...again, I don't understand why it is so bad. I'd really like a good explanation WHY it deserves punishment.
You would killing a man for killing several people AND kill a man for being a jerk? Jerks and murderers shouldn't be compared. One is annoying, another is fearsome.
IT'S OVARRR HERE...THE RANT, I MEAN
Okay Chocolat....where are ya?
I'm gonna draw some moar stuff until I get tired and go to sleep and hopefully it'll be there tomorrow....>3>
NIGHTY NIGHTY NIGHTY NIGTHY...KJSNKDLFLK...................................................................................................
Like joo gaiz asked, first 5 pages of Idolling is up~! :D
In other news...
DON'T PLAY WITH YOUR HEAD PHONES!
I was just twirling around the jack and now I can only hear in one of the ears...;3; Hopefully they'll be fine and this will pass 'cause this has happened a lot before, but sheesh, I've learned my lesson.
I think it has something to do with static...? I dunnno
I get the last volume of Chocolat tomorrow~! SO EXCITED!
To get my mind off of it I've been watching Kimi ni Todoke, which is cute and all, but it's totes not working...;3; I've been re-reading Kuragehime, reading some bits of Kodocha, re-reading some Seiyuu Ka-!, but nothing quenches my thirst for Chocolat! ;3;
Naturally I just worked on Idolling, 'cause working usually gets your mind off of stuff. Blehh...still waiting though. I wish I had more to work on. Maybe I should start on the next chapter? XD
I thought this chapter would be boring, but it wasn't really that boring, but now I fear the next one will be even more boring...but hopefully drawing it won't be boring like this chapter was.
Okie doke! Please check it out:
I have all the pages done, they just need some text and effects to make them, well, readable....XD
I also need to do the cover...and the MAYBE I'll post it tomorrow when I'm done with the cover pic, which I want to do traditionally! :D
YAHH! EXCITED! :D
Just updating joo gaiz! I don't have anything else to say, sorry...'orz
I-I CAN'T BELIEVE IT YOU GAIZ!
I got a 5 in 2D art...A 5!!!
A 4 in AP Lit (I saw that coming, my essays were crap)
A 1 in Spanish Language (Also saw that coming...didn't I say so in the previous post?)
A 3 in AP 3D art (which I'm also happy about because if you saw my portfolio there is no way I really deserved a 3! XD)
YES! I feel...like...if I just figure out exams and stuff...if I understand what the people are looking for I could probably do anything! >:D
This is sooo exciting...
I researched the exam a ton and it sounded like the main problem they saw in 2D art portfolios was that they didn't not accurately represent the elements of art, so I tried my best to do that and I get a 5!
I definitely though I was going to get a 4! ;w; I think I'm also one of the few people in my class to get a 5 on an AP Art exam! :D
You gaiz...you gaiz...You don't know how hard it is to get higher than a 3 on an AP Art exam. 3's are basically 2's or 'thanks for trying' kinds of scores...you get 2's if your art is cliche and doesn't look like you put any effort into it, and you get a 1 if you just didn't finish it. You get a 3 for doing what they asked. I dunno about 4's, they seem a bit iffy...But you get a 5 for going beyond what they asked! ;3;
Sorry for bragging you gaiz...but that's what I was working toward my entire time in high school.
I had taken AP 2D before and I got a 3, so this time I wanted to get something higher and I did. It's also surprising since I had to work on my 3D art portfolio at the same time which was more time consuming than 2D...
Oh welllzzzz....SOOO HAPPY!! TT^TT
And Chocolat, can't wait for that~! :D