This is a collection of random poetry, mostly all written by me, if its not my work, I'll give due credits at the top or bottom of the poem; mine, I do not usu sign in here,b/c I don't want u 2 know my name >p< Hope you enjoy ^.^
- Created By lovelywolf
Its Okay
Its not easy,
Its not rough,
Your past is sleazy,
You put me though a lot of...stuff,
Time won't heal these wounds the way you'd like,
I can't go back to who I was,
I can't do everything you like,
My reasons are my own and my answer is just because.
You still try to play my like a pawn,
You still try to use me,
But this pawn is gone,
You're just too late to see-
You'll be better off without me.
I know, I've heard it all before,
How well you'll do and make me see,
How high you'll climb until you soar.
Hooray, bravo, I applaud you, most sincere,
I hope you make it there,
I hope you gain what you seek, my dear,
Its only fair-
Fair that you gain the life you seek,
Fair that you finally lose me,
Fair that you've ruined the surprise with a peek,
Fair that you've gone blind and can't see.
For if you could you would notice then,
Those women you chase are nothing like me,
You would weep in quiet desperation over them,
That you could not keep the light you had and sought the darkness, see?
Your lack of understanding only proves a deep,
Utterly infallible truth to what irony is, dear.
Your undermining words of my idiocy actually lulled me to sleep,
Your ability to undermine me, wiped clear some of my fear.
Now, I am learning to let go of my tension and let down some of my guard,
Now I'm fighting for new causes,
Now I'm finding some things to be worthwhile and hard,
But still, there's no time for pauses.
No more time to weep,
No more time to grieve,
The man that left me did so willingly, and I did, without a peep,
I left, as you asked...but now, you're the one who doesn't leave.
And I tell myself, Its going to be okay,
When asked if I'm alright I say the same,
Its going to be okay,
I tell my daughter when her father breaks her heart again, and again; oh for shame!
But baby girl, and all of you,
Keep your chin up, because days like this don't last,
Its gonna be okay, someday soon too...
So lets all put the pain in the past.
Its going to be okay,
Its going to be okay,
Its going to be okay,
Its okay-
Updating, yo :P
Hay there, so yeah, I've been away for awhile again, major drama, not surprised :P I'll update my story (I have written pages to post) when I get to feeling better. Trying this ginger spice tea with honey and sugar...it does not improve the taste to my liking any >p< oh well. So...yeah, there's like only two subscribers that don't read my posts anyways, well, haha! I know you're gonna read one one day and then, the joke will be on u when u catch the last part of my story, harhar! Yewah, I'm feeling a lil moody since i been sick >< When i feel better i'll be alot more charming as a ....well, u get where i'm going. I've got these migranes and I've been forgetful...I'm sure its just a phase and it'll pass soon. Trying to arrange it so I can go visit my old HS chum, whiteD and check on her. She's also got goodies for me...hoping for some foodzzz ^w^. Her mom and gram cook soooo delish yummmmmmm. So yeah, how u been, o rly,*spins in chair* I hope u aren't really answering that question cuz I'm not listening right now, hahaha! U know what, I watched a few good movies, I can't wait to add them to my collection ^.^. I bet you wanna know what they are don't you; too bad, I'm not gonna say. *crosses arms and legs in a semi pouting/defiance position* Hahaha, alright, alright, I'll tell ya. Forbiddon Kingdom and An Empress and the Warriors, the later is right up there with House of Flying Daggers, for me, personally I loved them both. Both are equally sad on different reasons why though kinda the same. Lets say this, movies like these, u kinda know somehting bad is gonna happen, but you're always kinda wrong about who. Also, Forbiddon Kingdom had a pretty fair ending as well. I hope that is enough to get you to watch them and just vague enough for you to kinda know what you're getting into and not know the end. I don't wanna ruin it for ya. I also enjoy Warriors of Heaven and Earth, but if you aren't really a fan of films from Japan/China and etc, then u might stear clear. My husband laughs at me for watching this movie, but its pretty good if you look at the story line and etc. Some ppl are just so picky and hard to please tho. Like, he's into those gorry, bloody movies that irratate me because there is hardly a story line at all >
The Woman with a Broken Heart
Hay you there,
The one that broke my heart,
Guess what I'm doing now?
I'm dancing in circles around my living room.
I'm writting poems that have no rhyme or reason.
I'm doing things I've never done before.
I'm learning new languages, dances from across the seas,
I'm reading and learning new music styles,
I'm learning what its like to live without you here by my side.
And let me tell you this is one fantastic ride!
I love this freedom, I love this being able to live again,
I love not having you here to complain,
I love not having you here ruining a good time,
I love being able to be happy without being chastised.
Do you know how great it is to be without you?
Just look at this new woman before you,
Dancing on this floor without a care in the world,
Singing out of tune in a group, wearing those clothes that you hate,
Talking to the people that you hate,
Eating the foods that you hate, shopping where you hate to shop,
Doing the things you hate and the things you were too afraid to do.
I am free now, I am free to be me.
I've severed the strings that once bound me and now I proclaim it around the world!
Look at me! Look at me flying!
written: May 20th, Tuesday, 2008; 4:37pm by ANA
Your Fool
Looking for a song, can't write when I have bad music, I can't spell and have poor grammer, just a lil' fyi.
You called me your everything,
You really made my broken heart sing,
I can't believe that you left me,
Crying so much I couldn't see,
The fool you were makein' me out to be,
But its okay, I won't break, see,
I'm strong enough, I'll break these chains,
I'm gonna take ahold of these reigns,
I'm not going down without a fight,
This pain you wish on me, its not right.
I won't cry, your games won't bind me,
I'm running off, I'm free.
Can't you see, breaking an angel's wings won't make her stay,
She falls in fall, but flys away by May.
Open your eyes, baby, don't you see,
I loved you first, it was me.
But now, I see, and its alright,
I don't need to fight,
I'm free, and I'm not scared anymore,
These broken chains, ones once binding me, can kiss the floor.
I know, not my best work ,weird mood tonight. Its like 2:16am, though >p>
Written: March 14th, Friday,2008 by poet: ALNAG
A Bitter Love Poem
Casting stones into this moonlight river,
From the bridge I dream of you,
Hoping for a slight chance to deliver,
A message from the heart to you.
A vast ocean and two verry different worlds we are from,
Can this love we have ever really be,
Will you cross the world for me, will you come,
Is this just my great fantasy?
Surely it is, for our hope are kites in the wind,
When they have not wind they shall not fly,
So, on the wind I send,
A soft hope of love and wishes that touch you like a sigh.
Wash over me, like this river water, dear,
So soft, so gently, shine like the dew in the riseing sun,
Whipe away and wash away all that I fear,
Take me in your arms in the medow and let our love run.
We wake in the medow to find a cloud of mist surrounding our world,
While we gather ourselves and close up like the flowers,
We catch them slowly uncurl,
Revealing their sweetness and powers.
Your kisses on my neck are hushed whispers in the night,
Our dream to stay will surely wither away,
Like the flowers in winter's sight,
We were so fortunate to have one night and half a day.
Gracefully I walk away, trying not to let you see,
This pain that only I can read,
This pain that only I can see,
A fire that wants to feed.
Yet, I know my place, and leave you gracefully.
