My life...has no meaning
My life...is ruined
My life...just plain SUCKS
Timothy Marable....the love of my life...
We met in high school. He was a Senior. I was a Sophomore.
About 10 months in we hit a bump.
After a few weeks of straightening things out, we were fine.
After a year of being together, we knew FOR SURE that we wanted to be together for the rest of our lives (the first month we thought the sam thing lol).
On our two year anniversary, he proposed to me. Of course, I say yes.
About a month ago, we hit another bump, straightened out, and continued with our life plans.
A couple of weeks ago, he all of the suddens says "It's over"
Hmm....wonder why? Cold Feet?
Well, we straightened up again.
This passed weekend I had company. He CONSTANTLY called, even though he knew I can't talk to him when I have company(because I like privacy
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Sunday, my mother has a mini stroke and goes to the Emergency room. Of course, we had no idea it was that right away. I called him that day saying "Don't call me because mum's in the ER and we don't have call waiting. I need to keep the line open because she'll be calling me for updates." (I was home to take care of our 4 cats, two dogs, and one bird)
The ENTIRE time my mother was in the hospital, he CONSTANTLY called.
"I'm bored", "There's nothing to do here", "Talk to me because I'm bored."
No "how's your mum?" or "how are you taking this, love(like he always says when I'm troubled)."
He calls me today saying he's not happy. He's not ready to get married yet because HE HASN'T LIVED HIS LIFE YET.
Tonight...I have a feeling....that it is going....to....end.
everything we've been through. Everything we've built between us.
It will all crash down
I am so excited for Anime Weekend Atlanta! We are going to reserve our hotel room this thursday! XD YAY! WEll, I was searching for a dress or the AWA Ball and came across this, tell me what you think!
I want to cosplay, but I am not sure...I might just dress up in lolita. I need help, so this is a picture of me. I want to look like the character this time so people can recognize me. So, please comment on who I should cosplay as???? Please, with sugar on top!?
terrible pic of me
it was the most recent....
Woo! Just booked the hotel room last night! It is official!!!! but yeah, it took a while to book it because i couldn't deposit the money right away and then mum fell ill, but I finally did it!!!!
Some info on the convention here.
Hmmmm....a friend and I are both doing this.....
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