So today I'm only subbing half day, morning. At 1:00 I have to take Mindy into the vet to have some blood work done. I REALLY don't want to, I know that it's going to hurt her. She screams and flails, it takes three of us to hold her little 6 pounds down so that the vet can get the blood. And we can't give her anything to calm her down because of her age, it would be too dangerous. She needs the test done, to see if the dosage of her meds is working, but she's my baby and they're going to hurt her. I want to just keep her home and wrap her in warm soft blankets. I think I'm going to call my mom to see if she'll come with, I just don't know if I can take her in by myself to be poked.