Forced to watch my world fall apart

I never thought
Things would go wrong
But I forgot
About the things that could

I saw things
I should never have seen
I just opened my eyes
And stared death in the face

Franticly thinking
Scared and alone
Grabbing the dieing in my arms
And running as fast as I can

It was all just a blur
And I didn’t know what to do
I had to act fast
Before my world shatters

CRACK!
It is starting
I have to be fast
But only despair waits

I scream for help
But there is none to give
Nothing anyone can do
And my body is paralyzed

BAM!
My world is falling apart
My mind has gone blank
As I hold death

She's squirming and arching
In my tight grasp on her life
But without a word
She dies in my arms

I can't move
All I can do is stare
And I don't know
What to do any more

My only friend,
Dead in my arms
Who was alive
Just moments ago

Tears are falling
And my heart stops
As it hits me
That she’s never coming back

I fall to the floor sobbing
Feeling hell for the first time
As I'm forced to watch my world
Fall apart in my hands

Mermaids

Under the water
Are things you can't see
They lurk in the dark
Waiting for thee

Flowing golden-yellow hair
Adorns skin pale and fair
Beautiful beyond compare
All the sailor stand and stare

Standing in place
Falling into a deep trance
They see you stare
And take their chance

Lulling them into the sea
With their charm
But they only wish to
Cause you harm

Walking, running
Into the sea
But still walking on land
Or so they believe

Breathing in water
Like breathing in air
If you wake up
You'll drown in despair

Cause the creatures are watching
And waiting for you
They take every chance
To see you through

The feed on your life
And you'll never escape
You'll drowned in the ocean
Before you wake

They are the devils of the deep
and the fantasies of the week
they have many names
but one describes them quiet clear
mermaids

The end of everything

Angels of evil
Sent by God
Demons of Dark
Sent by Satin

Working together
Unheard of by man
To bring the end
Of all living things

One by one
11 in all
One by one
The countries fall

Everyone will die
Nothing will live
On wings they fly
Bringing horror to us all

They each have a name
That fits their purpose
Risk
Chaos
Death
Destruction
Pain
Suffering
Terror
Malice
Spite
Desire
And Hell

They are no Gifts
But a curse
Destroying everything
They touch

Everything’s gone
Nothings left
And now it is
The end of everything

I can't be late

I can’t sit here
And I can’t wait
The time is running out
And I’m gonna be late

I have to save you
Before you die
If I don’t
The sky would cry

Hearts would stop
And tears would fall
And I would be
The worst of all

Without you
I’d be more than dead
I couldn’t live
Enough said

The voice inside

I want to be strong
But there’s a voice inside me
That holds me back
From what I want

Its eating away
At my soul
It only gets stronger
And I fight for myself

I want to tell people
Things I could never say
But that voice calls me back
To my black past

It won’t let me do
The things I want
It hides me away
Under a blanket of anxiety

I want to talk with people
And have friends
But the voice wants no one
To interfere with its plans

It says there is no room in my heart
It can only be us
But I want more
Than just myself

I want to be strong
And determined
I want to stand up
For my rights

But how can I do things
When I fight with myself
And I don’t know what to do
To stop it

I want to get rid of it
And through it away
But can someone
Please help

Because I don’t know
How to forget my bad past
Or how to make my ugly self
Disappear