October 10, 2017

Dear Journal,

Well i have alot to catch everyone up on. I had been locked out of my account since i think 2013 now that i have remembered my information I will try to be on more. I wander how many of my friends are still here... Anyway...

first of all in the very last entry that i had wrote well the guy i liked.... he was decent enough till we had been together almost four years. Yes i know i had a hard time about everything but that is normal with life. Lot of things happened between me and him during my last years of high-school. He was telling me who i could and couldn't hang out with when i never restricted who he could hang out with. He was allowed to talk to all his friends that were lady's but yet i wasn't allowed to talk to any of my friends (yes most of my friends were guys and his girls but anyway) he was allowed to talk to all his friends but i was allowed only a select few of mine to talk to.... In my opinion it was very fucked up of him. And in my junior prom year he asked me to marry him infront of the whole damn school at prom..... so that way if i turned him down i looked like a jerk. Mine and his wedding was set for 2020 but i was telling a friend of mine the last year or tow what had been happening and he told me that i needed to leave this man.... only problem was how to do it cause the one time i did this man tried to hurt himself. Well needless to say me and this guy are no longer together now. Yes i still have all the gifts he gave me but most i have gotten rid of. he doesn't want his ring back though and that is a pain in my butt. Anyway on to the next thing.

Second of all most of you talked to me while i was in high school.. I graduated May 24, 2015... I was with another man at this point and i didn't know that he was cheating on me till he kept saying a lady's name repeatedly and he didn't even tell me he had left. So at that time i had went back to the one that i was with that i still have the ring for. This was the time that i went suicidal though most of ya don't know that cause i lost touch. I stayed a year in my tiny town. Then in July last year i got into college. I moved to texas cause of my college in august on the 28th of last year. I found out that the friend that i had been talking to for a long time was in the same area and till my dorm room opened up he let me stay with him.

Third of all this is my first full year in texas and I love it here but at times i miss my home in ohio. My friend, is well nmore then a friend now at the last part of last year when i had moved down here he told me he loved me but anyway, he loves and takes care of me and when my school pulled the stupid shit they did he was pissed at them but not much i can do on that one. And the final thing i will tie into this part as the typing is already long.... Me and my man named gray are going to get married next year. I am 21 years old irl now and i am glad to be back with you all.

Thanks for reading,

Sara Jones