I Have Nothing

ok before the song stars I know its dumb but bear with me I'm sad next up is a happy song.

I kept having nightmares but they're all about when I was child. I think they're trying to tell me something because they come even when I'm daydreaming.

I can't get away no matter what I do and they making my life like hell. Did I do something wrong without knowing. If I did I didn't mean to.

My nightmares
Oh my nightmares

When I'm walking down the street I get a vision of my childhood and I just cry out what I say in my vision and of course I stares and I can hear them whisper about me. I also fall to my knees crying out for my mother but I don't know why since she is dead. My whole family id dead. Sometimes I feel like people are following me. I fee like I'm die in my sleep or while walking down the street.

I don't wanna die

Death I don't want

I don't wanna die

Please somebody just help me please I'm gonna cut myself I already do so.

I'm waiting for someone to find me in my room with blood all over my house I live alone in. Then maybe people would of helped me if they knew I would of killed myself. All my friends hate me why I don't know.

As I breathe out my last words I say in a low whisper help. Then I close my eyes and never wake up. People don't notice I'm gone until 2 years later and they find the letter Ileft behind before I died.

hear me out

As I stare into your eyes I see nothing at all.

I know I hurt you in the past but just hear me out I hate myself for hurting you so much
also I can't bring myself to say I love you. Just hear me out I regret not saying I love you.

Sometimes I wish I could go back in time and fix everything I did wrong. Please just hear me out when I say I will never forget what I did to you and I have to live with the pain everyday of my life.

Boy I know how much pain I caused but please just hear me out when I'm crying while you walk away. Why won't you hear me out. This pain I feel is tearing me apart and everyday I can't breathe at all.

I hope you will hear me out when I say my last three words as I'm dying on my bed. So goodbye forever I just wish you could heard me out when I stabbed myself while saying I'm sorry I love you please forgive. Then when you find me in my bedroom on my bed passed out with blood dripping from the knife and my wrist you will wish you would of heard me out but its to late now.

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