Please do not be shy.

LOL

me and my friend Annie are such perverts..
on Ratemydrawings drawchat xD

examples:

1) we drew nekkid Spongebob and Patrick without any censoring
2) drew boobs and butts on Dora the Explorer and dick on Boots
3) drew pedo-creeps with creep!faces on

this is proof.

did I mention that we drew Elmo and Cookie Monster looking very high?
oh and the powerpuff girls...with Mojojojo.

lemme let you think on that...
hur.

join me peeps! Drawchat is so much more fun if you...err draw socially taboo stuff. like p*rn. haha sikee.

LOL my creeper dude has eyelashes.

LOL AND NO TABLET USAGE!!!!
SO IT TOOK LIKE 30 MINUTES OR MORE TO GET THIS JANNK OUT.
LAWlZ. I SHOULD HAVE INVESTED IN A TABLET.

Did I ever tell you....

I love all you buddehs on TheOtaku.
Never before has this much warmth come from random strangers on the internet. er haha.

Oh. and Chatroullete is the worst.

no offense to anyone using it. srsly.

oh and that awkward doodle is the result of boredom at mom's work. lol.
I was trying to imitate Teapot Domescan's art style.
simply because her style is AWESOME.
I LOVE IT.

too bad I am a fail! artist.

bitch rant

I hate those days when you feel soo lonely even if you know you should be grateful and happy. And then you start to tear up and you're like, "AH FUCK I DONT WANNA CRY" and the reason you cry is because you feel like you can't reach that high, your talent is worthless and even your parents know it, and that the source of your own fuckin self worth and self esteem comes from the mouth and words of other people, that when someone says something abolutely not to your liking, you have to act like a diva and actually get dramatically hurt over that because it cut your self-respect to pieces in under than 2 seconds. I hate that it takes too long to build up self esteem when it crashes so easily and even when it feels unreparable. I hate it when I compare myself to other people and know in my heart and head that it would take the amount of surgeries that celebrity Heidi had to even look remotely competitive. I hate when you know that you love and have a passion for something but everything in life is set against you and your future seems like it is written in stone and it is your fault for choosing a road that makes you want to kill yourself over. And don't you hate it when people change dramatically, that the safe harbor that you considered them to be was never there? How someone could make you feel so very important and loved and then make you feel like some random accomplice friend in the other second? Dont you hate it when you feel like you feel so forgotten that you have to consider scary and extreme means to get attention like a sour, butthurt, hollywood bitch? When memories lose their worth, are they meant to be thrown away??

and don't you hate it when you feel that familiar lonely pang set in your heart and you know it hurts because you can feel the sting of water behind your eyes and you can imagine a dagger at your heart...and you appreciate and get friendly with that same feeling? You grasp at it because you are desperate to feel something beating underneath? Desperate to find any reason to blame someone? desperate to actually know that at this point, there is no numbness, but just sweet, sensitive feeling of just feeling hurt? Because it feels delightful, doesn't it? You are a victim at this state and it feels fucking fantastic to point fingers at someone, or just submit to the self-loathing monster at the back of your head.

And I hate that I'm complaining. I hate that there are nice people in the world and that I wasn't born giving and nice, and friendly and simply loveable like them. I was never this bitter. Judgemental and jealous I was when I was younger but I was never this bitter. I guess when childhood caved in on me and made permanent camp in my head, I couldn't face reality.

Don't you just hate that feeling?

TRANCYHIVE

OKAYY
posting for the third time here? haha

wanted an excuse to put up a pic I drew but couldnt submit cuz theo has rules that suck

so..
latest episode of Kuroshitsuji

there were some FAIL moments...like that fight between butlers was really overdramatic...and I say that...after I watched two preteen ninjas on the precipiece of puberty attack each other with fireball and demon transfos...
(you have to respect Naruto animations at least lol)

anyway.... dont be hating but I think that I find the young Trancy's fascination on Ciel very....endearing (fangirlism hot)
wat the heck right? is he like...obsessed with Ciel?

who wouldn't be? Not pedo girls on the web that's who....

okay scrap all that. waiting for the next episode cuz I didn't watch the frikken preview. grr.

newfound respect

So. I have a newfounded respect for Eminem..
I've spent like an hour researching him and his fatherly love for his daughter Hailie.

DAMN. He is one intense guy.
and those raps he raps about really show his love towards his daughter.
check out his song When I'm Gone (+MV included) It is soo frikken touching.

And Toy Soldiers? Damn that was intense...with the history that video and song must have from real events too....

so yah. he's a cool dude. Although he gets in alot of media trouble and whatnot, this man is real. He's not all happy go lucky and rapping about girls and money...well maybe most of the time. HA.

OH. thats right.
I feel really old on this site. No joke.
I'm going to VTech in say... like 5 days.

OH YEAA I HAVE AN INTERPALS ACCOUNT LOL
It is so entertaining there HAHA
oh the people you meet over the web...

and right now...Just the Way You are is sooo my fav song.
dont be denyin, I know you love it too.

okay Ima be shutting up, cuz I was about to complain and complaining is not cool. at least for today.
save that for the Maury, Springer, Wilkos show. lolsike.