HELP! I want to die...

My boil on my thigh had burst days ago and the scar is almost completely healed. But now I'm facing a new health-related problem. I've got this effing chicken pox.... -_-
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The doctor told me that she already presumed this and is probably connected to my boil. Probably because the virus had spread throughout my body. REALLY EFFING FAIL!!!! And school's about to start on June 6. I so want to die... I'm gonna die because of the medicines I'm taking.External Image

As of this moment, my doctor did not ban me to eat some certain foods. (I love you! ~♥) And she told me to eat foods that actually worsen chicken pox so that all will out and get healed eventually. Hopefully, before June 6.

I'm stuffing myself with hard-boiled eggs. Do you guys know some foods that can worsen chicken pox? Help me guys!!!!! D: I really want to force all of them.... I'm also not going out for a while... I need to be "jailed" inside the house (which I'm really happy with!)

I'm currently spending my time on staring and fangirling.... *_*
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Now don't get me wrong.... I'm not into Kikwang... I'm Yoseob's guuurl.... <(")
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