Yesterday, I went to my parents and siblings' house to do my unfinished project... I'm glad I finished it despite it was already past 1 a.m.
But then today when I woke up, I was shocked to hear that the CPU way back in my grandparent's house (where I actually stay) has been stolen. Along with our Shellane tank.
I don't know how I should react that time. We've been robbed last year. My wallet and my watch has been stolen and then our gate had a slight damage. But now, our gate has a major damage as well as one of our doors.
I really want to cry but I couldn't. I'm so depressed and I'm a little disappointed to myself. That CPU has been my life ever since I had a PC. Its not only just a CPU to me. That CPU contains my memories... that's filled with my high school photos that I adore so much. I had the thought that when you have your own PC, you can save all your memories there and have no fear of it getting deleted. But I never imagined it would end this way.
It has lots of Photoshop edits as well... finished and unfinished. But even so, I would still choose my old memories. I can't describe how I really feel right now... I'm like devastated or something...
I'm having the feeling that the thieves have been observing us or they know us. They're quite clever because they went inside our house in an awkward way (hard to explain).
Personally, I wouldn't mind if they steal this laptop of mine. I know we're not financially stable, but this laptop is only for my college life. We can still save money for a new one and I'm still sticking with my old PC. Those memories are just irreplaceable.
Even if its impossible, I'm still hoping to get my CPU back... even just the hard drive would make me the happiest person in the world. I don't care if they delete all the songs and my Photoshop edits... but those pictures and videos mean the whole world to me.
This issue drained all my energies... and I think I'm still going to be like this for the next days. I'm so depressed... Nothing's really cheering me up... even food! :'(
