I've worked hard and invested so much time in these words. They are me. The me I would never let anyone see. These words have helped me get through the darkest pits of Hell and come back with only the slightest remnant of injury.
With that said please enjoy what you find
These two poems are very dear to me. The first helped me realize that life a soldier/warrior isnt the glorious life I thought it was. Its painful, and harsh. The second is the purest thing i have ever written. Everything in it was taken from my thoughts and emotions. Usually when I write i write as a third party observer, even when in first person. Enjoy.
Life At The Blade
Like the blade at my side,
I've been tried by fire.
Through shadow and blood,
I've come out alive.
But victory is so hollow.
My only companion is this blade.
My home is the battlefield.
My life deals in death.
Why live such a life?
Like ashes they fall.
A father
A lover
A brother
All at my hands
Reaper
Cant stop loving you
And i'm wasteing away.
Fadeing to nothing
Slowly decaying
From the inside out.
My blackened heart crumbles.
With every kiss a little more dies.
You've sealed my soul
with every glance.
stolen from me.
locked away.
cant go on.
my blood is ash
my bones are dust.
and finally,
you love me back.
you love my husk.
empty of life.
you love the stilness of my heart.
your in love with death.
no wonder i died.
Death isnt the end. It is simply another beginning
~Unknown~
This depends on what you belive. I belive there is a Heaven and there is a Hell. You may belive the same thing, you might not. We'll find out soon. Some sooner than others.
Memento Mori
Death Will Come.
We all die.
And our souls?
Scattered. Distorted.
Banished to infinite
Gloom.
Cancer
I am a demon.
A shadow slaying from within.
Your untimely end.
Sub-Artic
Ice, snow, freezing cold.
I'll die here alone.
Freezing in the cold.
(i have to get the crappy stuff out've the way before the good stuff comes. good stuff next time)
Lovers alone wear sunlight
~E.E. Cummings~
Does this really require an explanation? FOr the more dense peoples, I will provide my best. To love is to like carrying the sun within you. These are the best "good" love poems i have.
Beyond
have you really left me?
no, that wasnt your character.
you still must roam these halls.
i miss you darling.
i hope you havent moved on.
for someday, i will join you.
but not yet.
Exstacy
Flashing lights and sound.
So sensuous, his hand in mind.
The smallest touch is such a rush.
Take off our masks,
Drink the river dry.
They said we would die.
From what,
This pleasure?
Flame
Love is like fire.
From a safe distance it can provide
Warmth, light, comfort.
Get to close, and you get burned.
this world is not just for poetry and quotes. The reason being i am running out of poems and time with which to write new ones. So i'm going to ramble about the two stories i'm working on. The first is called The Reclimation Chroinicles. the idea has been playing in my head since fith grade. i have each book outlined perfectly in my head. the real task is getting it from my head to paper. (or screen) the second is a coming out story. got the inspiration from some books i've read, dreams, (both day and night) and fierece desire. hoping it dosnt flame out like many of the things i've tried. well, if i get a decent draft done for either i'll post them up.
No quote today. Rather an introduction. This is a first draft of a song i'm working on, that i personally think is one of the best things i've written in a while. Tell me what you think.
Sin
How does it feel
To have no choice
How does it feel
To lose your voice
How does it feel
To be replaced
How does it feel
When your erased
They say its darkest before the dawn
But its been dark for so long
No one cares what i say
Just another hopeless day
Shut behind brick and stone
Everyday spent alone
How long till i see your face
Till i'm done living in disgrace
And its been dark for so long
Something just feels wrong...
something feels wrong
Look around
Man cant you see
Theres something
Wrong with me
I dont fit in.
And lately thats a sin
Will i be crucified?
Attempts made on my life?
Just cause I dont fit in
And lately thats a sin
