Uh...

Well...my Desk Top still is skrewed up^^'

So the only time i can get on the internet is at school or when i go to my moms house...which is right now...for a while...

Are the icons supposed to disapear?

Im on my laptop right now and that is the only reason im on the internet right now....T3T
for some reason all the icons on my screen for the programs have disapeared and so did the start menu.T3T
I can open all the programs on my desktop by going through ctrl alt delete and going to new task...all my internet exployer....
is it time to get my computer reimaged?

broken keyboard

two keys on my home compter keyboard no longer work.
f eye wrte ot enogh can yo tell whch ones are broken?
ths s gong to get really really frstratng....

i need to work harder.

Man i feel soooo unmotivated and tired latly...is it school?...Im not sure...but there are many areas i need to pick up speed on...
I think its because my teachers last week kept reminding how much i suck at drawing. the 60% was nothing compared to the rude comment that my old art teacher gave me about my eye, i was so upset that i cant really remember what it was...but it was something about how i only put 50% effort into or something.......which i got an extention on...which i didnt do anymore on this weekend....

School:
Ugh...right now im not even sure what is due and what i should be doing....

Comics: After 3 weeks all ive managed was 12 pages of the sss, which isnt even the whole chapter...almost...but not quite, Ill start toning after i finish the chapter, which i hope is soon. After i finish this chapter of the sss ill work on RAINE and EE. ill either work on them at the same time or do RAINE first.

Cosplay:...um...i have...the hat and the scarf done on my Dawn costume. I felt really crappy this weekend and i made the vest pattern from scratch. I never do that, so it took a while. I have the pattern pinned on the vest but i havent cut it out yet. I got brand new fabric scissors.(which my mom bought for me as long as i only use them for fabricXD) Jo Ann has a bunch of coupons going this week so its awesome^^
Ill try to work harder this week.

Ugh...i remember...

Aaah this is like an emo post so, if you hate emo posts you have been warned!...^^

I finally remember why school was so depressing last year....It is because i completly suck at drawing...and everything that i draw, no matter if i really put a lot of time in it, is bad.

Remember that drawing i drew...that still life summer sketch with my lee plushie in it?...i got a 60% on it...

I spent over 2 weeks drawing it...and i got a D on it.

I must really be a no talent, when i can spend a ton of time on something and get a D...and when my other friends spend a couple days on it and get As....