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I know friendships don't last long...I know choices people make is up to them...but if you make a promise...and break it the same day...what can I think? All I think is who are you? Then I think ok, I forgive you just you know don't lie to me...then you make another promise which you break the same day you make it...ok I forgave you for that...I won't leave you because you lost 2people that knew you as long as I did...I helped you, stood by you, held you up when you were down...and yet again...you make a promise...and you break it the same day and I didn't know until someone told me and you come to me...I asked you and you said you don't know...I wonder did you care that I stood by you...helped you when you were down for the count...I was with you...you lost my trust...but I was about to give it back...you got one person to forgive you and she was you twin...a sister to you and yet you still abused her friendship...Did you care? Do you care??
I know things we do are because maybe it seemed right at first or maybe we thought it wasn't going to hurt those you knew...but why promise something...you knew you couldn't keep? I don't do two chances...I gave you three...the others gave you two...So why make those promises to me? Why say you take my words to heart and you make a promise to me that you break the same day you make it...why? Why??? I been there for you...I helped you...you had me...Now you lost me...what will you do? You lost the ones you said that were closest to you...you said I was your strength...Now I am that person who is fading...wondering...I reached out for you...and all you did was slip even more and more away..I wanted to save you but from how I see it...you didn't want saving. You didn't want it.....

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