Lost

I lost a friend...but do I really want them as a friend? I lost a friend because she made promises that she didn't keep. I say it in my head all she done...and then I find out more and more of it....more to it...things that will hurt her...things that are getting me mad at myself...Did I do right for ending this friendship? I feel anger that she couldn't keep a promise but at the same time...she's going to get hurt...I don't understand it...I am lost...I mean some people say I did good because she seems to get me mad now...others say I was wrong...that I shouldn't have ended it because of that...I don't know what to do....I thought I did good. I don't know...Not now..maybe later...I'm unsure. The trust I gave her is not there...the trust she had is gone...the trust and friendship with her is gone as well...but why do I feel lost???Isn't being mad bad and it is to get rid of the one who lets it happen....?
Lost in this...stuck in a world of unknown just in thoughts of lost and not really regrets...I have no regrets for ending it...but I do feel anger...anger towards me...I'm lost...Lost.....

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