I know life has it's up and down but everyone can find a happiness...even if its only a little bit. Even when life gives you bad thoughts or people who hate you. Their not worth your time. They don't know the real you. You know you...I know me...I have my bitter days and bitter issues. I always try to find happiness in the wrong places. The wrong people.I thought happiness was from the heart or at least from a passion it is but not always. I mean at times I talk to a few friends and they know the right thing to say to me. At times they make it worst and I just walk away from them.
I know Life has it's up and downs. I don't know who to go to. Not my family at times not my friends...Who do I go to for that little happiness that I need or want?
I don't know. I don't think I can find happiness in this place I call home or a school. Not even my church. I wonder how I can find that happiness and in the end I decided it be this. To write. To type. I find happiness with this. My little happiness is from this writing or drawing (at times)
I don't know why I get sad or why I find it hard to find happiness but to be honest I think I rather find happiness than lie to the people I care for and make them think I am happy.
I know life has it's up and downs but I wonder when my happiness will come around.
