No I don't mean jealousy for a guy or girl...
I mean in art
I see them everyday and I see so many art work and I think..wow. I think maybe their better than me. I mean whoa. Amazing i am jealous.
But I look at my art...what? I drew this...it's nothing like theirs...
I compare and for what? I compare and I talk bad about my own work. I see others art may they be friends or people I don't even know and I am already judging my art work in the worst way ever.
I even at times trash them and so many times I regret it.
I feel stupid for judging my art.
I feel stupid for wanting to be where the other people are at in their art
...but what happens to my art??
Where does my style go if I try to copy someone else's style?
I wonder so much on why i want to be like them. Their art is great yeah but...I like my art. No I love my art.
I can't ignore my art my art is my art.
I wonder if I am alone on this.
I love my art.
I left my style....when I was 12 I left my art style wanting to copy others people style.
I got it back but now I want to get better in my style...My style I will get better at my style...