Back with the Forgotten things....

So this is it....
Where I leave all the things.
The Things I wish to forget...

The things I have done wrong.
The things I regret the most.
The deepest,darkest part, of my heart and mind....

How did I..
Why did I...
I remember....

So this is where it all lies...
My anger.
My frustrations.
All of them huddled in the darkest parts of my mind and heart....

Somehow I want to forget.
I want to not be here.
But here I am.
Again in the darkness.

So this is it...
The things I think...
The things I thought...

The darkest part....
The darkest.....
So many things...

The problems.
The issues....
The anger...
The words...
The simple things...
The hard things....
All found here......

In the deepest... darkest part of my heart and mind.
So this is where...
This is where I might fall.

Do I want to give up now?
Here?
.....No.
So why am I here?

Right....I let myself come.
I led myself here.
To be with it.
To be with all the things I want to forget...

Maybe it best to let this stuff out...
To not hold it all in.
The more I hold this in...
The anger, pain, frustrations, all of it...
Im a fall. And I will break.
I might as well stay.

Be with the forgotten things.
Maybe I can forget...about me.
The me before.
The me now.
The me that hated.
And the me that cares.....
Back with the Forgotten things.......

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