Busy day.... January 2nd....

So at 3am... my mom had a horrible pain... I didn't really sleep til 2am.... so in all one hour.... or less can't remember...

After that me and the fam went to the emergency room.... longest wait ..... and she's in pain I was getting mad... so was my brother and sis....

Around 7am they took her in.... and I satays outside in the waiting room with my brother hoping all was alright that it wasn't anything to bad......
We get the results at 8 or so and turns out she has to get surgery on her appendix

.....Made me go numb for a bit then anger and so much more....

After a few hours she was still in pain when i went to see her at 9am.... by 12pm they had her in a room to wait for the surgery to begin.... We waited.... until by 3pm they finally got her inside and start.... (after all the paper signing and such) And after a few hours.... by 5pm orclose to 6 we went to see her and she was resting and was better. No pain she was sleeping peacefully.... damn it that i wanted to just be the one in pain not see my mother suffer that....
In all she is ok...
I just got home.... it being 12:08 am and no im not tired more on I want to hope that my mom is ok at the hospital with my dad...and the docs.... and whoever is to take care of her.

Today I felt... I wanted nothing
but to see her smile....
See my mom laugh
Be here at home not there in a hospital bed...

But again... I cant do much but pray and hope for the best....

So that how my day was........And.... so far... still not wanting to sleep.

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